back to back, end over end, great waves of darkness and uncertainty…rains down upon me.
my neck stretches to the longest length of it to keep my head above the idea of drowning.
reaching ever upward and forward to lay hold to something that is of substance, nailed down.
stumbling in minds eye to peek at insanity that keeps me sadly, flailing, frantically around.
around my neck lay such weight that pulls me under the realm of comprehension, so heavy.
my heart wilts at the nothingness that costs my spirit charge, payment for what with levy.
dark confusion in these terrible winds with no way to know when they will finally take leave.
fear embraces my day and crushes my night, I will collapse if there comes not a reprieve.
Sometimes the winds and waves just hurt….