I am proud of the path I am on. It took years of cultivation. It will take a lifetime to get rid of all the weeds.
Every day we have the choice which path to walk down, which decision to make, and how we will let it affect us.
I have been struggling with an idea/feeling for some time now. Reality came rushing in and put an end to this struggle today.
The old me would have be devastated, hurt and full of sorrow.
I embarked upon a new path years ago by choosing to shed the darkness and let in the light.
Today I felt the emotions I would have felt years ago but the outcome was far different than I had imagined. To my surprise there was nothing negative about the outcome whatsoever. Without even trying, I could only see the light and love in the situation instead of what I normally would have – darkness.
This means I am healing emotionally at a far greater rate than I imagined.
This fills me with so many GOOD what if’s.
Like ‘what if’ I’m healing at this rate emotionally maybe it can help me heal physically?
‘what if’ I am stronger than I realized?
‘what if’ I am actually getting back what I put out there? honesty
‘what if’ I am slowly gaining control?
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