From all our walls and shelves... you must now go....

I got through the day….
Surrounded with family…
Embraced in love… and understanding…
But now its late… my heart is breaking again…
Because truly the one I want to end my night with…
Is gone…making a new life…
Has no clue the tears that are flowing…
Down my cheeks…my nose drizzles with the wash…
Of overloaded watering down my cheeks…
Music was making me happy..
Music is now making me sad…
My mind keeps reeling back too times….
He held me in his arms and carried me…
Across the dance floor… and nothing else mattered…
The world around us did not exist in that moment…
Only our locking eyes and breathless heart beats…
And the long, delicious kiss that lasted all through the song…
The thought of life together was full of bliss.. when I said YES..
Too the ring he offered up with promise too never leave my side…
I am still wearing mine.. because I made a promise…
He does not… since the night he tore out my heart…
And stomped on it…again and again…
I am weak…yet I want to be strong…
I am sick inside… but I have a hard shell on the outside…
Pictures are taken down… can not stop the tears…
If I walk by a memory of what love once was…
Between he and I…the water works flow…
His eyes… his blue eyes… still pierce me through and through…
His stern, strong, muscular face makes me still feel safe…
OMG… someone slap me… wake me up from this dream…
That repeats in my head and heart…
Because he took the high road and left me in the dirt…
So all pictures of him in frames… I took down today…
From all our walls and shelves…
And secret hiding places…
I can no longer walk pass his wondering eyes…
I need to find comfort…my pain needs to go away…
Far… far away… because music, quotes and biblical verse…
Are just not getting me there…
It is the Sixth night since he left…
It’s Friday night… who is holding him…
All I know is… it’s not me…
You see at one time … he loved me for being…
Artistic and poetic…but like a wilting rose…
That has now become boring… time to put me to rest…
Set aside with respect… well maybe…
Leaving a heart with unanswered questions…
Feels like the crunching of autumn leaves…
Broken, forgotten and blowing in the wind…
Never to be seen again…
Beware my lost love… I always come back…
With more strength, color, and determination…
Than the last season where you left me…
And I will look very different…
Like a mushroom sprouting up… leafs all surround…
My skin and shape all anew…
My perspective on life… fresh, young…
And ready to spread new spores of wisdom…
Too those whom also became abandoned and lonely…
For too create a forest… there must be a lonely seed…
Whom will be…………………….
A leader… a Mother…a Parent… a Friend…
That wants to create a colony… which means family…
I am just that seed…You can not step on me…or stop me…
You can not Stop me…no you can not stop me!

Written by a heart broken woman…09/07/2012
AKA.. Llinda Surface
AKA.. on REDBUBBLE… linmarie
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From all our walls and shelves... you must now go....

linmarie

Joined May 2009

Artist's Description

the story of the break up of a marriage…
one partner was so in love and secure with the thought the other felt the same…
time finally broke that fantasy…. a fool the smitten one had been played..
for cheating had become the players game..
the loser was the one too shed tears when deceit became…

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