Late last night,
after seeing a play with my girl (Alanna) on fire
after drinks with the ensemble and a talk about what I love with a man named Frank
after late night burger with niece Alanna
after the morning chores felt like I was sweeping the stairs to heaven
after making decision after decision within a vibration that feels effortless
after driving in a gang of traffic that seemed to transform itself into a symphony of well being; each separate sound and smell and view, an instrument only meant for my
experience … Right Now
after the goodbye to niece Alanna at the In and Out burger (a burger which tasted like the best taste in the world),
turn car on to go home and end the day…
Oh yes it was indeed all of that.
not one more once of gold, or revelation as to the next move I might make to
define who I am
This blending of all of me feels like vibrancy, like a calm yet exciting way of
Truly I can say that yesterday was the best day I have ever experienced so far. I’ve had days close to this but they were so ‘out there’…
This was different, it was almost like normal, not so grand yet so grand.
And the magic showed itself in the last moments of my ‘seeing’
This work I have been doing on being aware of my thinking when I don’t ‘feel’ good and then finding a better feeling thought is paying off. My level of well being feels like it has flooded me with a new ease.
Euphoria is no longer the feeling I seek which defines the more of me and what it is like to be with the One of Oneself. Rather it is like a feeling of one of those smiles one can’t stop smiling because the nooks and the cranny’s are filled up with a view and a sound and a smell just make right for me.