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Seeing You

something gave way in his heart to me
today

I admit,
I had been waiting
I want him to know I love him
like a sister
a lover even
I would like to hold
his head in my lap and rub his temples

I would have my computer on
and read him all my love bites
in a sultry and silky voice.

then
I would tell him to roll over so
I could baste him with my lips

Even if my lips were only speaking
and murmering
how life can allow him
to love me
even if he does not always understand me
even if sometimes he does not know why
it bothers him
I stand alone in a veil of joy,

my own making I tell him
I just don’t focus anymore on thoughts
that are painful;

like the thought that you do not love me

I turn my focus outward towards the window
and remember the times when you do
then I just wait once again,
to see you come though

with open arms I am waiting for you
allowing myself to see you as you
as I like to
because I feel better
when I do.

Linaji 2010

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Comments

  • Paul Thompson Photography
    Paul Thompson ...about 4 years ago

    Great work, very emotional!!

  • Hello Paul! wow thank you muchly!

    – linaji

  • Linda Ridpath
    Linda Ridpathabout 4 years ago

    ‘baste him with my lips’……… excellent! wonderful work linaji xx

  • teehee..when that came to mind to write, I did indeed smile dear friend who is the color of Blue.x

    – linaji

  • F.A. Moore
    F.A. Mooreabout 4 years ago

    Beautiful Lina, and longing.

  • yes full of all these things today.. thank you Frannie..

    – linaji

  • RickGeorge
    RickGeorgeabout 4 years ago

    Again a powerful piece Lina…excellent

  • thank you so much Rick:=}}x

    – linaji

  • autumnwind
    autumnwindabout 4 years ago

    who could resist this beautiful you? such a positive way to view love in any/every form. someone is lucky to have your open arms waiting for them. makes me wonder if they realize…you must not only write it here, but make sure they know. so wonderful and uplifting – wishing for you. sending love always. xoxoxoxo

  • lolo, I hope they do know Shar, I have been wanting a way to write this in the last few days but could not, till today.. you know how you sometimes just have to wait!!! xooxoxox

    – linaji

  • ShadowDancer
    ShadowDancerabout 4 years ago

    oh lina… this is pure softness, luxurious giving of ones emotions to another without asking (demanding) for a return… such a rarity, this kind of closeness and giving. only a heart as pure and beautiful as yours could even know the way in order to write about it. baste him my darling, baste him until he is fully cooked and aware how amazing you are and he lets you take his breath as yours. xxxx

    for some reason, i heard this song all the while i was reading this.

  • well,, that is an omg.. I am posting it dearest.. I must call you today.. I have a plan.. teehee I am so appreciating and loving to the depths.. this comment, it brings me dem tears of sweet longing.. I feel your heart deeply sister. xox

    – linaji

  • ambient-1
    ambient-1about 4 years ago

    Wow, Lina… I can feel the love pouring through your words. What a beautiful heart you have my friend! Exquisite write!

  • Oh Robert, I am so hugging your words from you. As I feel you are such a tender soul.. thank you friend. xo

    – linaji

  • TheWanderingBoo
    TheWanderingBooabout 4 years ago

    beautiful writing

  • smiles boo… thank you

    – linaji

  • Aritheeagle
    Aritheeagleabout 4 years ago

    “my own making I tell him
    I just don’t focus anymore on thoughts
    that are painful;

    like the thought that you do not love me"

    Woahh …. but there is light ……

    “allowing myself to see you as you
    as I like to
    because I feel better
    when I do.”

    Lovely ….

  • Aritheeagle
    Aritheeagleabout 4 years ago

    ;-))
    This is free fall expression ….. done the bungees long time ago!

    Linaji – flap your wings … you have come of age!

  • I love flying with you Ari Ji!! xox

    – linaji

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