I hope you are well with all this stiffness that be-felled the mind when seen loosing the origami movements that are sticky like and maybe holding the two worlds you participate in together, face to face with exceptional pause.
The images get crackey and those ‘nature of our being’ ones may sometimes get wet, no, soaked with this pounding of ‘what is’…
Daily news that does not comfort nor give hope but asks that you turn the tables on this pirate like existence, this malcontent family you were born into ‘belief system’ and see yourself as what you desire before you are anything close.
You realize more that a cycle cell onslaught HABIT OF THOUGHT has been given gladly by the others that don’t know much.
(either – but here you are wanting to change all that and for this I love you more)
That you are buoyant and creative and self activated because you my dearest
are the creator.
I know you feel cheated, you feel felled in a forest of ‘not knowing’ but knowing.
A tickle of truth appearing always in rays of light before the dramatic ending;
tumbles of travesty turned hindsight! oh my this will give pause to that moment when ‘knowing smile’ appears, but now this no longer feels enough, yes?
Now you say, the journey seems trite and cumbersome. Full up to the brim with that shitty seeming rule that pain is necessary to ‘get it’. Who made that rule and why do you believe it to be so my darling?
Then you return home dearest
and remember none of that mattered much.
And for some reason when there is no resistance left at all
you realize in the heart that held you close that was always with you/me
there never was.
waiting for you with open arms