linaji

I have a confession.. I used to fall asleep with my laptop on my belly sometimes.. with some inane News program on.. (Not you Keith Oberman nor you Rache Maddowl … ) or a series I get for free on NBC or ABC..
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I went to my Mac Store to fix my Iphone and asked the Genius.. Why does my laptop battery get so hot? He says.. “do you have your computer in your sheets?” (wow my sheets did he say, not bed nor blanket..did he say sheets and how the hell did he know that is exactly where my lap top is if not on my belly ..?) “Well yes” I said “infact I do.” He told me that is a big no no. Flat surface for sure miss that is what you need he told me, and so I intended that evening to get a breakfast like tray or something to put it on, but I thought tomorrow, tomorrow I will find just the right thing for my computer for my evening ritual (ugly habit).
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My great desire as of late, actually for the past well,,, uhmm 2 months is that I stop this ritual (U.H.) and go to bed with a good book or read some of my stuff i am developing to teach. I mean this has been a great desire of mine. I do have a powerful desire factor but sometimes due to my old story lines..(I have some addiction tendencies perhaps) I seem to put off what actions will truly serve me till I am up against the wall.. or as my mother used to say.. “Lina, why must you go to the depths of hell before you realize what you really should be doing?” aww mom.. I don’t know.. really? do I do that? hummmm.. and off I would go finding another storyline that would indeed beat me all to hell. But note .. I think I liked it like that then.
Now.. nope.. I want a new story line. That of health, wealth and well Being.
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Here is the kicker. I came home after finding out about the poor treatment of my computer and battery and did it again.. fell asleep with the computer on some inane show.. crappy sleep … woke up.. hot hot battery (3:00am) pulled the battery out of computer and passed out again. .. more shit sleep.
Next morning, yesterday I woke up and found the battery died or I am thinking fried. Now what is funny is I have been doing this forever. But because of my great desire for change and the fact that I did indeed focus on ‘battery’ yesterday, funny how that worked. I have Apple Care and will fix the battery, but I am giving myself 3 weeks to go back. They say developing a good habit takes at least that time to occur.

And here is the Secret
I created that whole thing just for ME!!!
Last night I slept like a baby.. and you know what?

I FEEL SO DAMN GOOD!

Love this Law Of Attraction,

Yep… I Did That!

xox
Linaji