CLANDESTINE

XOXOXOOX YOU ABSOLUTELY ROCK!

THANKS SO MUCH KUMARJI. DID YOU GET MY BUBBLE MAIL..

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I think this is one of my best Kumarji.. used paint this time. you know digi paint..and strokes ..and layers upon layers.. and then the process took a few hours.. sending you a huge hugs.. and want to know all bout your goiing??? xox

Thanks Bernd.. I used a completely different process.. going toward actual pix paint. tee hee.. and I create my own textures now.. just found out how to do it!!

Hi Gary.. much thanks to you!

You have been nothing short of fab.. I so appreciate all your comments here and your brill mind!!

PS.. for me this is my best abstract ever.. it uses a completely diff process.. and i hope I remember!! tee he..

Master of the information links.. love ya! interesting to the max!

Yes.. this has alot of my frustration at all the cloak and dagger stuff going on.. really has my energy in this..

HI DAWNIE!! XOXOXOOXOXO I AM EXCITED ABOUT THIS ONE!

Hi Sylvia… love you.. xox

this really got to my heart.. thanks

took the info down and the truth up.. feel better..

I put up the poem instead Robin..xox

Hi sweet Janb.. up early and feeling wonderful.. thanks so much for being here.. nice to wake up to you..xoxox

Thanks Janb// I changed the tune a bit.. feel better..xox

Man sista.. went throught the ringer today.. had to change to the truth of what was going on.. very interesting day.. full of tears and creation.. Loved so much our talk.. thank you..

Yes indeed!! I felt this one very deeply.. I use my own textures I create now for my CS3 pallet and brushes.. I still get on line.. and the colores you can choose or create.. I used a gradient on a few lawers and sated them and on and on.. Lucin.. it is like painting.. I have no idea really how many things I tweek in a layer at a time.. sometimes 8 layers are showing sometimes I combine them into sets of 3 oe 4 each and work the layers.. so not even if I put these in actions would it be able to record my work.. it is like a stream form the source.. This is the best I have ever done.. it is more all me .. my textures and colors and the brushes I used were paint stroke brushes.. but I size them ect.. wow.. that was cool trying to explain!!

Hi Nancy,
thanks so much for your comment!!

thanks so much.. it is thrilling to grow..I back you 100% and if I can give you more of my ‘hello.. how did I do that advice.. I will!!!lolol’

Yes.. you can go to image size.. and change everything.. you can change a photo many ways.. what were you looking for?

you just reupload.. no problem!!!

You da best!! xox

well Robin.. this poem is about the journey with this image in particular.. ever since I created it.. I have felt a sadness and a lonelyness.. and a great joy.. so it is ment to be there beside it.. thanks for your very strong and loving words.. I feel a bit vulnerable today.. hugs…

Ok.. you got my tear ducks again.. how eloquent you have stated exactly the zone I am in. or as of now.. releasing it. It is thus Mary Ann.. the disconnect.. now.. shit I am crying.. thank you and I feel your vibes though and through.. xox

GUESS WHAT????

Thanks sooo much Heloisa!!

I am printing this comment out and pasting it on my wall above all that I create… you are a wonder.. like on a day that is too hot for words.. a big tree appears.. and for some reason a slight breeze flows through the shade,, and you ahhh and now you can even joke with each other cause you feel so damn good!!
Oh.. Yah.. that would be YOU!

Hi Jen.. you can tell err?? this is my most fav piece I have ever done..

xoxo thanks so much for all your smiles in these days of rebirth.

You see me all over this.. what you have said is so true.. this is a new dawn for me and I have never been happier in my life.. everyday I open the door and it looks like the light of this piece.. I come back here again and again.. ohhh I need to buy it sure.. I feel sometimes in creating abstract work you can fit ALMOST the eternal ness. for a quick flash millisecond into perspective.. I have always felt this with abstract work and did not know why I loved it so.. I could never talk about it like others in class as they were touting their intelligent remarks as to the reasons for the work or the meaning.. it is only now years later that as I am creating the work itself do I understand why I have always treasured the unknown qualities of Abstract. I see now I understood this only as feeling based and all Right side.. waiting for that left side to capture as much imagery as possible to box it up into a flower or a room or a cloud..
I am so please you feel happy with this.. I have the same feeling.. almost dare I say.. relief! xoxo

Melanie.. I jjust got off a missive to you.. thank you so very much!

Yes Joanne.. it is warmth and love and light and growth!

Colleen.. just so late.. but to connect for me anywhere here is good.. I am so happy you came to view this piece ..it is my lover now.. I so enjoy the feeling I get when I view it.. appreciate you and all you are doing for your fellows in need..xox

You I wrote a poem about.. YOU I MISS.. where is Larasolnishko? go read it.. I love you.

Hi Keith.. thanks so much for your response to my massive thank you mail.. this piece is the pinnacle to my truth in art.. I jump off from here and keep falling flat.. but that is all right.. I will keep jumping.. till I reach the higher ground.. xoxox

Hi Wendy.. you are always attached to my most feeling and special pieces… this one is my finest.. I went through this feeling I never have before when completing it.. so that is what the poem help to alleviate.. the pain of birth.. Love you..and again am stoked to hear more from your experience with your teachers. xoxo

you are completely Brilliant Rollem.. you are right the unknown.. and the calling of it.. the decline is not what the prose ponders for me however.. it is the allowing for the birth and the separation to occur and be at peace with it.. But.. in a way.. so starts the death of that experience only to give birth once again to another..!!! xoxo

You would calm down and pick the love of my life Julie.. you are so spot on my friend.. I have used this as my spring board to finding my next level but I am falling on my face!! belly flops.. and all mannner of horrendous landings.. but.. I keep climbing this elusive ladder.. come with me!! tee hee..

when I see your beautiful face Geir.. I am very happy.

Luc.. you are wonderful ..thanks so much!!

Avalyn.. I am weary of this last two weeks.. for give my lack of response.. this has been a ride for my life!!! Love to you and thank you for always showing up and giving me such love and truth.. xoxo

HI.. so much has happened.. can we talk?? you ever ever alone? xoxo

REally appreciate your view Helene.. this is my fav of my life.. I cant get enough of this one.. xoxo

Hi Mark.. thanks so much for your view!!!!

I donna know why I am gunna cry now.. cuz.. this is the best work i have ever done.. and you choose it Joak.. I am a bit touchy this morning.. feeling a bit blue and here you are you big bundle of happiness.. thanks for saying this cuz// well… just cuz.. xoxox

xoxo I just wrote out my pain in a poem… love you Joak.. thanks so much.

Hi CJ.. missed YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

Rabi!! I missed this wonderful comment!!! forgive me.. you are such a wonder.. your words indeed bring about the feelings I get with this piece!! xoxo

Hi Roy. you are precious!! thank you. this infact is my fav to date Abstract.. I felt like I gave birth.. hence the poem was written after.. xoxo

Ruth.. I shall have no problem doing a collab with your work.. I have much more to comment on.. my scheld.. is horrible!!! lololo

your words.. poem has my tear ducts working today Rosa.. how much you see in all around you and how much I appreciate your presence.

11 years is so little…
and again so mature.
Colours of blood… new appereances.
And colours of green….Viriditas,
touched by the grass when rolling on the lawns…
or touched by the blues of the sea….
depleted on each grain of sand….
stubbornly yellow… and madly hot.

That was the moment in time.. and you see this..
Love you and yes.. your girl and mine would have like the sea. xoxo

I did not thank you Susan.. this comment is quite wonderful.. xo

That Pink R is showing up on my monitor and I am feeling mighty fine when it does.. Much Much thanks my friend.. sending hugs upon hugs..xox

Your joy is contagious brother.. thanks so much.. and that last piece you uploaded is Unbelievable!

I am completely honored.. your such an amazing artist!! thank you so much!

A.M.. your words touch me and fill me up. I would say within 8 months I will be done with my book for publishing. I am taking time off work now to concentrate on my art show and I am working on more of my essays which will go with the art and the poems.. you are quite lovely today.. a sign even that All is Well and that you see and feel what I have indeed channeled into my work.. I appreciate you to no end..
Lina

you sure are lovely so glad to meet you A.M!!