AFTER A FEW FAULT-STAFS
THE FIRST BREW IS FOR ME THE BEST
BREWS SEEM TO PEEL AWAY UNHAPiness
MY MASKS..
MY FEARS
AND LOVERS TEARS.. AHH YAHH
THAT’S WHAT I LIKE ABOUT BEERS
SITTING HERE AT 20 YEARS OLD
I APPRECIATE NOT TO BE TOLD
LEFT TO MY CHOICES AND MY OWN DEVICE
I FEEL AT THIS MOMENT QUITE NICE
AS I AM EXPLORING LIFE AND COME TO
SOME UNDERSTANDING
WHY NOT HAVE A FEW
TO TAKE AWAY THE DEMANDING..
DRUDGERY OR
FEAR
THE WANTS
THE NEEDS
THEY ALL
DISAPPEAR…
ONE MORE PLEASE…
THE SECOND AND THE THIRD BREW
SEEM TO KEEP IT REAL
THE FOURTH HITS MY BODY
SOMEWHAT LUSCIOUS AND SURREAL
THE FIFTH AND THE SIXTH
ARE AT 5TH DIMENSIONS DOOR
A FEELING OF RESIGN AND FEELING OF
WANTING MORE
AND MORE
UNTIL I HIT THE WALL OF BLISS
PASSED OUT IN THE WOMB OF MY
CHILD LIKE DISS
FADE TO BLACK ALL THE HURT AND PAIN
FADE TO BLACK SO I REMAIN
ANGRY
BUT YOU CANNOT KNOW
I DO NOT WANT THAT PART TO SHOW
IF I’M UP IT’S SEVEN
AND THEN IT DEPENDS YOU SEE
THAT’S A BREAKING POINT
I FEAR MY FRIEND
WHEN I DON’T KNOW WHO TO BE.
LINAJI 2008
Model: Alanna Reynolds
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michael byerley
one night in Atlanta,i realized, i was at my limit,when i was laying on the floor and crying to some billy joel song.not one of my prouder moments.
linaji
Yah Michael.. it has been sometime as to have to undergo the chance of the chance.. 10 years of bliss.. and I am so darn pleased!
kreesor
Linaji, Have you been saving up all this wonderful work? Incredible image and poem, with a lot of truth to be told. I’ve pretty much grown out of the need to alter my reality!! I enjoy awareness too much!! :>)
linaji replied
Growing spert.. gotta leap sometimes Keith.. seems this is one of them I worked on a few of these for a while and then yesterday got up at 6:00am and was working my passion till 10 pm.. wowo.. what a thrill all this is for me!! I really appreciate your words concerning this piece as it really is awareness for me that suits me best.. Again.. wow your words are straight to my heART!
linaji replied
Do you see the mask to the right of the woman?
kreesor
Yes, I believe the drink is the mask she was hiding behind!! :>)
linaji replied
sigh.. i am really liking you more and more.. not just cause your dang cute.. it is all of you that reveals in time the knowledge behind your amazing art.. as you talk and express.. I like to think I understand more of your work.. you really are a big part of my heART here.. thanks so much.
ufosIsee
O that was clever writing my dear, Yea once most of us over indulged as some sort of I am of age and I rein… Hence the mask… But those whom know in self destruction escape and become better through age..
dawndavies
a powerful piece linaji,dawnxx
linaji replied
xoxo dancing the jig this AM Dawnie.. thanks so much!!
Colleen Milburn
Brilliant – your writing speaks to me, as well – haven’t many of us been there at some time? It’s something to go through and learn from, and isn’t that what life is all about? Well done, indeed :-)
linaji replied
COLLEEN.. wonderful to meet you and i do appreciate your very thoughtful comment. love your site too..
megrag53
Been there , done that. Shoulda had the coffee dear. haha
linaji replied
Naww.. loved every detail of my wonderful life.. what would I write.. or create without each millasecond of it all!!xox
valzart
Well it’s all about our ‘Masks’ today sweetheART Owlspook ‘n you lol! wondrous creation hun+ love the story brings back sweet (or not so sweet ) memories lol! ;} hugglez
linaji replied
We do love a good HOOT HOOT.. XOXOXO TEE HEE..
Sensiworld
Wonderful work Lina !!
x
linaji replied
Hi Ms. Vacation!!! Rest easy and thanks so much!!
cloudsdreams
oh my i see this so clear. yes my dear so very much we share. what a perfect in capture, metaphor of past, present and yes a bitter presence to sweet the “next time” awesome you. we live and see and learn. what a gift pain and joy bring…..luv you so sis…janet
linaji replied
Hope you are feeling better darling Janet.. thanks so much for your much appreciated comments
blamo
A modern day version of jekyll and hyde maybe
linaji replied
Well I always wondered where he got that story line.. tee hee
Anaa
Awesome image …. love the poem …. very well done dear !! :)
linaji replied
thanks so much darling Anaa!!
kjgordon
you shou stick to Teakilla
linaji replied
Oh MY!!! :=D
linda858100
GORGEOUS
linaji replied
thanks Linda!
David Clark
yep most of us have had those days – hopefully with little to regret—love the photo such bliss (even if temporary) how great to listen in on your life and your joy – dave
linaji replied
Thats my niece.. she is so not about all of this.. just a model.. I remember she passed the regret stuff up in High School!! Seems her college days are a bit more sober!! I adore her.. most of the work posted are from her images..
Junior Mclean
so cool this one is.
linaji replied
Hey Junior.. thanks for the view!!
Judi Taylor
Why is it so hard to face the world without our crutches? Is it easier to pretend to be someone we may wish we were hiding behind all those masks and glasses and smoke and and and? Did you ever notice that it is easier to cry behind sunglasses and into our beers? But when we look in the mirror and do not recognize who we see because of the distortion then maybe it is time for either ONE MORE or NO MORE AT ALL!
I have felt this way too … perhaps we all have at some time in our lives.
linaji replied
WE GO BY WHAT WE FEEL.. AND SOMETIMES.. not given the instructions to just pay attention to how we feel.. and we can be guided to having the power to make the choices in our thinking.. We learn on our own.. that certain things make us FEEL DAMN GOOD.. drinking drugs sex … sugar… food…. all of them give us some relief.. then we get caught up in what is called addiction.. so… then we have the opportunity to learn otherwise too.. xoxoLove you
Colleen Milburn
Thanks so much for your lovely comments, linaji – and thanks for the welcome – I came over to redbubble from another site and am loving this one, so supportive and responsive, and absolutely amazing work – so much to view, so little time! But I do try :
) I love that your piece has really struck a chord with so many – we humans have much more in common than not. Great stuff, my friend :)linaji replied
Thanks so much again Colleen.. Hope to see more of you and your work this coming year!!
Lior Goldenberg
Love the treatment, very well done!
linaji replied
Thanks so much Lior.. This was a good sign for me going into our New Year.. HAPPY HAPPY FRIEND!! XOXO
C J Lewis
Terrific image work Lina…your words are good too…funny…and true for a lot :)
linaji replied
HI SWEET ONE.. you are busy are you not?/ I always can feel your moments when alot is going on.. Sending you hugs and joy for the NEW YEAR.. all new bright and shiney!! xoxo
Al Neaimi
great work Lina , it shows you wear having fun making this , the writing just perfect like you.
linaji replied
Thanks so much dear Friend.. I wish you all the goodness for the New Year.. lovely talking with you yesterday.. xoxo
syd baker
Aha Lina, something else we both like, in my 2 jobs I work 12 hour days, nothing like a couple of cold ones to relax and feel mellow, yeah, by 5 and 6 time to consider what’s up with that much unhappiness…
linaji replied
Syd!! you do work quite alot..all 12 at Hallmark?? do you need my help?? tee hee.. could use a few extra hours..
left you a note on my other piece you commented on.. Your a wonder Syd and I can see your guy animated in movies.. hes a star my Blue.. xoxo and YOU!
C J Lewis
you are busy are you not? Certainly have been…friends popping in…a lot lately…but always good. Thank you for the bright & shiney hugs….sending heaps back to you…have a wonderful 2009 my friend….love you :)xoxox
Manuel Wieczorek
Your writing is so true. I’m happy that I can escape into my art, if I’m feeling really bad. But I know it from friends and some family members who tried to drown their problems with alcohol.
IF I’M UP IT’S SEVEN
AND THEN IT DEPENDS YOU SEE
THAT’S A BREAKING POINT
I FEAR MY FRIEND
WHEN I DON’T KNOW WHO TO BE.
Simply great.
linaji replied
Manuel.. really appreciate your comment and fav.
Happy New Year! I woke up the next morning feeling so rested and full of clear Joy!!
Dennis Rubin IPA
Linaji -very creative. I like your choice of colors and diagonal composition!