Its what I have always dreamed of
the reason I wake up and give it my all
it’s all I’ve ever wanted
is it not?
Its what I am good at
the only thing I could be successful at
my ticket outta this place
But why does it scare me?
Teachers say I’m talented
You tell me your proud
I tell myself I love it
But why do I doubt its true?
I dream of my future
I try to think of what it will be like
but why can’t I see it
Its what I always thought I would be
its the only thing I told people about
its what I’ve been studying for, working for.
But could I change my mind?