Lilla

Lilla

Sandton, South Africa

  • Age: 27
  • Joined: November 2008

Journal

Just a Thought

Intoxicating are the words of a well versed vixen, dark are her motives. / A constant duel with the inner dueling duality. A decapitated, incapacitated and completely defragmented version of unrelated logic and rehearsed suggestions of the truth has become the structure cure for the commas and full stops of inadequacy that punctuate the pages of my life. / Lets burn something beautiful, lets lead…
Posted over 5 years – Leave a comment

Here Again

Im here again. / I have misjudged kindness for obligation / I have wondered the world over / ran for everything and anything / yet I find myself with the same feelings again / itgs been more than a year / a srange compulsion to write even after i have cried more than once at the thought of my words drying up. / I love lost those who i loved more than life itself yet i have gain a darker and more …
Posted over 5 years – 1 comments

CRAZY

IM IMPATIENT IM A LIAR IM A SAINT / IM YOUR WIFE YOUR LOVER THE ONE PERSON YOU HATE / YOU MURDER MY SOUL, I STEAL YOUR CHANCES OF JOY / YOU CUT ME UP AND INSPECT ME FROM THE INSIDE RIP OUT EVERYTHING / I NEED TO SURVIVE, THEN YOU STAND BACK AND LAUGH, A PUDDLE OF BLOOD AT YOUR FEET, BUT IM STILL CRAWLING IN YOUR SKIN, I KNOW THAT THESE WOUNDS YOU LEFT WILL NEVER HEAL, BUT IF YOU THINK IM DONE WIT…
Posted almost 7 years – 2 comments

DARKNESS - YOU CAN CALL ME LADY DEATH

I AM HERE AGAIN. / THIS TIME I HAVE NO SHELTER TO HIDE THE HATE THIS PAIN HAS CAUSED. / IS A MURDERER STILL A MURDERER IF ITS ONLY VICTIM IS THE HEART? / BLEEDING SLOWLY EXCHANGING THE HOPE OF LIFE FOR THE IMMORATLITY OF THE UNDEAD, FOREVER TO RULE THE UNDERWORLD WITH THE SAME ICY GRIP AS THE ONE HOLING MY HEART IN PLACE. / I SEE NO COLORS ON THE HORIZON ONLY THE SHADOWS OF THE NIGHT, NO LONGER W…
Posted almost 7 years – 1 comments
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