Thats All
For the whole night it’s been silent
I still cant say a word
I wonder what you’re thinking
You dont tell me a thing.
Do you see it the same as I see it -this way?
Will I ever know, will you ever say?
I’ll wait I dont know why.
I do see I’m ignorning my past
You make me wonder though, you make me want to ask
All the things you haven’t said, do you want to?
I’m not trying to make it seem you mean something to me
I’m confused on who’s talking my heart or my mind
Reality is something right now I cant find.
I know I’m lost no one has to tell me this is something I know.
I know but I dont listen
Is it my heart that tells me not to or is it my head?
I hope to find out soon
I know deep inside feeling this for you…..
I shall grow to laugh at this.
Why cant I laugh now?
What’s so hard about this time?
Why must all of the time I feel You should only be mine?
There’s something about you I just cant explain.
Something I can tell will surely bring me pain
But I stay
I think only just to see
I wanna figure out what all this could be.
If I walk away now I would not be pleased.
Cause how would i know if what i see when I close my eyes is a wasted dream?
I have to know
Have I already done this wrong
Have you changed your mind
Have you thought about this being something I think it could be?
I wonder
Will I ever know?
Thats why I cant let go.
Im torturing myself
While in silence we sit
Staring at the wall
I wonder if you’re thinking of me
Thats all
Rejection
I kill myself by suffering
But right now my heart or my head cant see
To fall into something that feels so right, will you let me?
You dont have to say, just do something so I can feel the need to stay
Do something so I can fall
I just in someway need to know if you think about me.
Thats all…......
Karl Denton
Given the trouble my wife and I have been having this is right on. really nice writing. I think its great yo have a supportive spouse, mine is not with regard to both photography and art concerning me or my daughter…. But this is good, really good!
Artists, the passion just never seems to quit!...
amarica
Leslie, I hope you can move on. If this is about you and not just a lovely creative writing, then I am moved in my heart for the longing that is revealed here. I have been there at that place, loving someone who was not worth the time or effort to keep it together. There is a world out here that has some truly wonderful people who are worth it and who are seeking a tender, loving person to share their time with and give of themselves as well as take what you have to offer, and you have so much to offer, never sell yourself short. You have a depth and a heart and a soul that is of great value, worthy of a loving, giving person to share it with. You write beautifully Leslie