I’m a Graphic Designer and aspiring Writer from Nelson, New Zealand, currently living in Sydney, Australia. I am passionate, energetic and driven. My work tends to focus on the expression of my energy, and the perception of the energies I feel, see in the light, the situations and the people around me.

My creative output does not belong to the public domain. All images and writing posted by myself are copyright Laszlo James Totka ©. All rights reserved. Copying, altering, displaying or redistribution of any of these images or creative writings without written permission from myself is strictly prohibited.

  • Age: 27
  • Joined: February 2007

Journal

Ascendant

It’s bizarre, for the second time in my life tonight – I witnessed what appeared to be the death of a star in the night sky. I cannot describe it any other way. I was looking up into the eventide when one of the fainter stars suddenly flared up to be so bright it looked like a camera flash going off in a stadium, then with equal expedience it winked out – vanishing completely. /…
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In sight of exile's end

I started an account on this site roughly a year ago, and after some brief experimentation, it fell dormant. / I figured it’s time to resurrect the thing + see if I can’t make some use of it. I’m in an interesting place at the moment; I’m finally experienceing a Reveille – an awakening from 3 years of partying, roadtripping, and generally losing the plot while I was …
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