When I asked you to choose
you put them over me
A decision that came to you
way to easily
Still I remain faithful
Your convenient friend
but when things don’t go your way
I am forced to …
you lift me up
You brush me off
You make me feel adored
Then turn around
Cut me down
and push me to the floor
once upon a time
there was an independent girl
who could handle almost anything
in this crazy world
But unfortunately this girl
met a wealthy man
He stole her independent heart
and rui…
When the clouds begin to hover
and the white turns into gray
When the night begins to creep
but theres still so much to say
When you say you’re fine without me
I’ll still find a way
Bec…
So I just sit and analyze
all the things I should have done
The words I should have said
that won’t come off my tounge
and as I sit in self torture
I bet you’re having fun
Last night I cried
but today i’m feeling fine
so take your sorrys back
and I’ll take back this heart of mine
I’ve given you a thousand chances
to give me all your love
its ashame that y…
I found an old box today
filled with all your things
the gifts, the cards, the letters
brought back memories
It took me what seemed a decade
to finally move on
but babe I finally did
e…
I see a blank page
The world turns to paint
The people have no faces
they all look the same
Time is a constant reminder
of life going by
The more that we learn
it seems our bodies run dry
There aren’t enough minutes
to achieve all that you want
the time you’ve spent waiting
is …
I refuse to be loved
only every other day
because I give everything I’ve got
each ounce that I am
Simply so you’ll stay
When I ask too many questions
Will you still look at me that way?
Will you tell me that you love me?
Will you stay?
He shouldn’t have to
he says to me
I guess he’s right
it’s just common courtesy
But I don’t have the nerve
to say that tonight
cause’ he’s all that I have
so he’s always right
Looking at the clock
is like a death trap
Wasting time
just watching it go by
Waiting for a call
a smile
anything worth while
to let me know
that I’m alive
His eyes and heart
seem f…
My emotions are dark
and clouds float above me
I’m alone and tired
Can’t move, can’t sleep
Can’t think or weep
Sometimes I get lost
deep in my thoughts
When I’m found
I cry
One step…
Spread your sickness
What you will
save yourself
and walk away
Speak of nothing
worthful in past
Drag your dignity
Chains attached
Sink further and deeper
nowhere you’ll go
Lost, prov…
I want to be told that I’m beautiful
even if it’s not real
Maybe I can make it a reality
If it’s the way that I feel
You never learn
you never put it in perspective
if the whole world
wants to speak
then who will listen?
Sometimes a woman
just needs to be told
that she’s beautiful
that the world is hers
to unfold