I was...
She has my heart & my mind to use or abuse.
Laying on the lawn in the back yard, watching the clouds roll by. I turned onto my tummy & my eyes fell upon a beautiful beetle, the sunlight glistening blue & red on its shiny black wing case. It was digging a hole. It got me thinking – is it digging a hole to make its home or is it just searching for something to satisfy its desires for awhile? Digging here like it has in so many places in its life, what is its goal this time? I began to draw a parallel to my situation. Like that beetle burrowing away, you have been opening up a place in my heart. & again I am constantly wondering – are you making me your home or am I just here to satisfy you? Either way, I can’t imagine not knowing you now. So I will enjoy every single moment I get with you. & the moments will bond together in my soul forever & become the world to me. The world of my love for you. I’ll take what I can get & hope for more.
Infatuated
CloudChaser
This is so beautiful. I love your writing. Something makes a chime in my soul.