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I have this feeling, way down inside, and I want to write about it. But I cannot seem to bottle this emotion. It’s some state of hydro-estatic-happiness that has filled my brain. Nothing else gets through but this one thought, this one idea, this one man…
I know that society believes that my emotions are wrong, to feel such a way about an older man, but I can’t help it. And I am currently attatched to another person whom I do love dearly. So what do I do? Where do I go from here? Do I tell him how I feel, see how he reacts? Break up with my boyfriend over a hope that all goes well?
Please God, if you truly are divine, help me in my quest to find true and undying love, if such a thing exists anymore. Please, dear reader, advice is more than welcome.
Someone tell me where to go, what to do.
I only need a nudge, a push in the right direction…