A Billion little peices..... I am broken.
A Billion little peices..... I am broken. belongs to the following groups:
All Things Poetic, Artistic, Philosophical and WMGI am not a beautiful person, I am broken,
I am a billion little pieces of nothing barely holding together,
I don’t shine my own light I merely reflect yours
My billion little pieces not a billion any more, taken one by one by one,
Nope, not a billion any more.
This time again like always… my fault, my cross to bare
That piece I gave to quickly I told myself I wouldn’t share.
My billion little pieces not a billion any more…
I must admit I thought you could catch, when I threw it in the air.
I didn’t think it could come crashing down
Or did I and didn’t care.
But then I thought the wind was stronger,
I thought that it would carry
I thought that it would last.
The only chance I ever had already in the past.
My billion little pieces, nope not a billion any more…
The biggest piece I had to give, bigger than even I knew
Was unfair of me to give to you, I know it was allot.
but I hope you understand, why I had to take a chance
I’m sorry that it burdened you I’m sorry it was too much
Perhaps the past life we once shared, perhaps that was enough.
Perhaps the life we tried here now, perhaps that was too much..
How many pieces have I left to give before they all come crashing down?
How many pieces have I left to give before there gone forever?
I am not a beautiful person, I am broken,
I am a billion little pieces of nothing barely holding together,
I don’t shine my own light I merely reflect yours
My billion little pieces not a billion anymore.
mimi yoon
you are beautiful…
Krisso replied
I’m not sure what to say Mimi…. Thank you.
It took me a long time to decide weather or not to post this. I guess it’s done now!
frozenfa
i’d catch what i can if i was there. i’d sweep up all the fallen.. scoop up any dropped in the water.. i’d then pour them all in a plastic vase, so i need not worry about it falling.. then i’ll return what i manage to pick for you. and hope you’ll take care of it, as i would too.. =D
Love this piece, Krisso! Glad you post it. Hugs~ X)
Krisso replied
You’re such a sweet person Fro and Tim too! Thank you very much!
Belinda "Billy...
Krisso very well expressed, lovely, I hope you don’t really feel that way. WE love you. Billy
Krisso replied
Thank you Billy Lee… I really do feel this way but it’s Ok.
Thank you for your kind words!
Belinda "Billy...
I thought you did, keep writing about it because you write so well and it makes us all feel. You will be ok, relationships are so hard and so confusing, you are not alone…there are billions of others just like you…billions. B
JenniferB
You are so beautiful to me…
Krisso replied
Thank you Jennifer. So very much. XOXO
Jaybe
Krisso….you may be a billion little pieces but they are all beautiful and together…they shine….
I love this.
Krisso replied
Jaybe…. Thank you :-)
butchart
Krisso….... sweet beautiful krisso….. i’m here….. talk to me…..... big hugs…........ it will all be ok…............b
Krisso replied
Butchart, your always here, and for that I thank you. xox
DarkShadows
I don’t shine my own light I merely reflect yours
I wholeheartily DISAGREE You have such a strong Light and Beauty, and I Love you my Friend! The poem is GREAT I think everyone can relate to this. Well Done!
Krisso replied
Thank you DS, that means allot.
John Fish
the repetition expresses the repetitive pattern, like a trap that one gets into where one has to keep doing the same thing, expecting different results. You “didn’t think it would come crashing down,” or “did you?”
wonderful self awareness and beautiful poetry. this drama of love, life, sex, power, desire and romance makes for some beautiful writing, art, theater and cinema, but it still hurts to go through it.
take care
Krisso replied
Thank you John, you are right my friend. Thank you.
frozenfa
Hi Krisso! hope you’re feeling better today? i saw this photo today at icanhascheezburger and i thought of you immediately.. hope it helps bring a smile on your face.. n_n”
Krisso replied
Fa, you gave me the biggest smile with your cat. Thank you so much! xoxo
CherryCake
krisso…this was a stunningly heartfelt piece of prose. We are honored that you shared this with us and I’m more sorry than I can express for whatever pain you are going through. I once told jenniferb…when you think you’re walking through hell keep walking.
Krisso replied
Thank you CherryCake, your words mean allot. I am still walking :-)
JenniferB
Krisso!!! :-) How’s it going?
Tony Ryan
Hi Krisso,
I think we all reflect and illuminate eachother. However because so many of us protect how we are really feeling inside those of us most sensitive to feeling are absorbing all the hidden emotions. No wonder that these emotions overwhelm us. If all of society was transparent those most sensitive would be aware to what they absorb. Then they would retain a sense of self and be conscious in reflecting and absorbing.
Best Wishes Tony.
Maria Murphy
So Beautiful, such a victorian poet you are !!
Cody Grimsrud
wow. i empathize with this a more than i can say.
well done, and thanks for posting.