RSD Its Twisted

KimberlyNic

RSD Its Twisted

Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy/Complex Regional Pain Syndrome is a degenerative crippling disease affecting Millions of people around the world. There are countless numbers of sufferers, living in the silent agony of neuropathic pain because of miss diagnosis and misunderstanding.
Save a loved one a life of living hell by learning the signs and symptoms. PLEASE DO BELIEVE HOW BAD THE PAIN CAN BE!
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I created this Digital Portrait of myself and the pain I endure on a daily basis. I started painting this image only to have my hands demand I stop. Since my diagnosis I have learnt to become very ambidextrous unfortunately my RSD is trying to spread hindering both arms, shoulders, neck back and full face. This also makes comfortable sleep impossible so affects my hips legs and feet. Until I find another glimpse of hope I will have to put the painting aside and use my trusted faithful Image manipulation techniques to try and tell MY story.
The weather dominates my life; it brings me days of happiness along with many days of grief. The slightest breeze can burn my skin, a strong cold wind completely freeze burn my arm, constricting all the blood vessels, starving my muscles of oxygen causing a plethora of problems. Hot water can feel lovely, but the motion of the water can irritate my skin severely, too hot and I burn my hand through lack of essential nervous responses to tell me to pull away. Cold water triggers the chain reaction of “my blood supply temporary shutdown” that is excruciatingly painful although delayed, so by the time I feel the pain I have caused too much damage to reverse the cycle. Many muscles spasm, periodically without warning, usually after a very smalln accident like bumping the door handle on the way past, reaching for the salt on a high shelf or washing my hands under cold water. One warning sign I’m beginning to recognise is my hand turns dark when I over-use it; within a few minutes of this happening, I have muscular spasms that send a chain of spasms throughout my upper extremities then to my face. If anyone touches this area whilst this dreadful beast lashes my body, the touch can feel like a gunshot wound, triggering more responses. I am usually left with the feeling of being shot in the head, shoulder and back, and then being nailed to a tree trying to pull myself free. My nails are grooved and brittle, I lose a lot of hair seemingly by the season, and then my hair grows back thicker and curlier then before! I have signs of arthritis and muscular atrophy. All wounds take a long time to heal. I am vague, sleep deprived; touch deprived and deprived of being myself! My medications make me nauseas, dizzy, tired and grumpy to say the least. Don’t pity me, pity those around me!I am a lucky one….... my case is considered MILD! *Note: Any sales will help a sufferer in QLD Australia(me) in need of expensive medications and treatments.

RSD Its Twisted belongs to the following groups:

Abstract Realism, Digital Modern Portraiture, Queensland and Woman Appreciation Available for sale as

Greeting Cards, Matted Prints, Laminated Prints, Mounted Prints, Canvas Prints, Framed Prints and Posters

RSD Its Twisted by KimberlyNic
  • Antanas

    Antanas

    Great work, well done

  • KimberlyNic

    KimberlyNic

    Thankyou Antanas :)

  • chasingsooz

    chasingsooz

    Wow Kimberly. You are an extraordinary artist. This reminds me of the works of Frida. Many thought she was a surrealist but she actually was painting her world and her pain.

    I would love to see you explore this direction further and hold an exhibition of your own works.

    You are not someone to be pitied but an extraordinary artist to be admired.

  • KimberlyNic replied

    i have seen Frida and yes it was Frida inspired i bought the canvas a year ago to start it and I WILL finnish the painting when i can(if frida could i will). Thanks to comments alike yours, i feel i have purpose to push forwards and never hold back

  • Virginia McGowan

    Virginia McGowan

    brilliant .

  • KimberlyNic replied

    Thankyou Ginnymac :)

  • Ginger  Barritt

    Ginger Barritt

    I’m in awe of you…..........You were presented, what for some, may have been a wall, maybe even a prison..and you became a river…flowed around, over, making a lake of beauty and knowledge.

  • KimberlyNic replied

    Thankyou Ginger, i havent thought of it that way, what a wonderful thing to say :)

  • Mark Ramstead

    Mark Ramstead

    Good heavens. Yet here you are doing you best! I’m impressed.

  • KimberlyNic replied

    THankyou Mtn Man! :)

  • Larasolnishko

    Larasolnishko

    Wonderful Kimberly, thank you for your trust and your strength. I would never say you are grumpy , you fight not only your illness, you fight medication too…What beautiful soul you…my admiration dear one and huggs.

  • KimberlyNic replied

    THANKYOU LARA! Such an understanding comment, it took me many years to show any of my work, this one took me a long time to create, many tears and very painful, but yet it was such a healing moment being able to share, educate and let go of the hold RSD has over me. Now i just live for the now, enjoy any peaceful days and fight the painful days.

  • Larasolnishko

    Larasolnishko

    Dear Girl, you knowledge is fascinate me, that beautiful shell you create is so complex. I would not dare to touch 3 different software, because i never have time for myself to learn them. Having family, child and keep myself always busy with different task, painting, working as a complementary therapist, flirting with men ( I find it is good for my inspiration, falling in love, falling out of love…lol… it all time consuming. You are beautiful person and your work is sincere and beautiful. i wish you many creative work to archive.

  • KimberlyNic replied

    THanks Lara :)

  • PennyEdwardes

    PennyEdwardes

    OWW!!! That look so painfull! My ankle/foot goes that same angry red/purple! I understand your pain Kimberly! Rsd is a horrible thing to have!

  • KimberlyNic replied

    Too true Penny please feel free to email me via blueearthaqua@hotmail.com, its easeir then scanning thru many many bubblemails, ive been taking a breather from rb but miss it muchly, i will be back better and stronger then before!

  • Hayley Cafarella

    Hayley Cafarella

    Hi Kimberly, fantastic image! I’m also battling this ridiculous condition…the summer has been so unkind!! What sort of treatment options do you have available in QLD? (I’m in melbourne)
    :)

  • KimberlyNic replied

    Thanks for the kind words Hayley, i knew i had to do this one, the acrylic painting is still stilling unfinished on my wall, and i also knew that only those suffering a similar pain would really truly understand. get in touch!

  • jeisea

    jeisea

    This is a wonderful representation of the pain of RSD. I posted about this today as I’m highlighting what we can do creatively despite the pain and consequences of Complex Regional Pain Syndrome. I also plan to put this link in the blog roll dedicated to this topic. Absolutely beautiful work. Thank you.
    jeisea
    http://www.crps-rsd-a-better-life.blogspot.com

  • KimberlyNic replied

    Thanx for the comment Jeisea. I think everyone dealing with chronic pain needs an outlet.

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