Fighting the hurt

Have you ever been in a fight?
Was your outcome of it good?
In the end, were you right?
Were you finally understood?

Did they acknowledge you?
Did you make them see your side?
Did they even hear you?
Or cover up with pride?

Has your life been a fight?
Do you retaliate to pain?
Are you quick to jump?
Are you scared of feeling restrained?

Have you given your all?
Have you lost what you gained?
Have you trusted someone?
Were you ever to blame?

Have you loved someone?
Ever gave them your heart?
Did they make you believe
“WE were meant from the start?”

Betrayel after betrayel
Trying to make sense of it all
Wonderig which of you
is cause of this fall

Harder and Harder
you try everyday
wondering if your doubts
will ever go away

A new life you promise
From state to state
Changes will soon turn to good
When my leaving is at stake

No more abuse
I demand of you
Its NOT the physical
I get from you

I cook, I clean
and maintain our home
Yet when your with them
You forget to use the phone

Hours go by
Several calls I have made
Here we go again
How much more can I take?

Drunk as a skunk
You stagger in the door
You start a fight
I try to ignore

Sick of the lies
Believing your going to change
Wondering why
I am feeling deranged

Exchange of words
That tear us down
No one deserves
the anger we found

Tired of fighting
I cant seem to make you see
Its your drinking
thats destroying our family!!

  • en-joy

    en-joy 15 days ago

    Great write Cheryl!!!!

  • Cheryl Fugate replied 15 days ago

    Thank you en-joy :)
    hugs

  • Judy Seltenright

    Judy Seltenright 15 days ago

    I can feel the pain,as I read this.

  • Cheryl Fugate replied 15 days ago

    Thank you … I am having one of them nights where alot is running through my head I try to sleep but just cant …. had to get up and write this down :) Thank you for taking time to read this :) very much appreciated!!

  • Sheila Pippenger

    Sheila Pippenger 15 days ago

    Wow! Great Write! I see where you are coming from. . . We are here for you… :o)

  • Cheryl Fugate replied 15 days ago

    Thank you sissy :) :) Love ya guys!!!

  • CanyonWind

    CanyonWind 15 days ago

    Superb writing and feelings to back this one up . but the next one you might wright would be ,
    ” In touch with myself ”. Might bring out more than you know.
    Big hugs.
    POP’s

  • Cheryl Fugate replied 14 days ago

    Wow, you just got my mind rolling on that one :) Thank you POPS!! Working on it now!! :)

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