Jasmin RIP

jomash

Jasmin RIP

Work in progress. Acrylic,ink pastel and oil on box canvas.

Another phase of my daughter’s evolution. I have tried to make her look younger, and will concentrate more on her eyes next.

I am at the beginning of a long journey. A journey of forgiveness and understanding. A sojourn which I must undertake to be able to love and live again.

Jasmin Cai Neville 1989-1997 rest in peace my beautiful angel.

Jasmine Neville and Charlea Fox, drowned in the River Wharfe at a beauty spot near Arthington, West Yorkshire UK in 1997

I will continue to change her face throughout my life.
The canvas stays the same the memories images and emotions forever alter.

This represents my journey, her ever changing face reflected through many different memories and painful emotions. Just trying to keep her memory alive.
The hope is one day to finish her portrait to help me finaly accept a kind of peace within myself.

More images of this work in progress are contained in my port folio on the profile page

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Jasmin RIP by jomash
Jasmin RIP by jomash
  • Robert O'Neill

    Robert O'Neill

    Interesting concept Joanne.

  • jomash replied

    Thanks Rob,

  • JenniferB

    JenniferB

    A beautiful tribute to your daughter Joanne, sure hope in time you manage to paint away some of that pain and find peace…

    oxo

  • jomash replied

    So do I Jenn (A) xxx

  • cherokee

    cherokee

    Many hugs…....

  • jomash replied

    (((((((((((((((((xxxxxxxxxxxxx)))))))))))))))))))))
    thanks Jo

  • gothgirl

    gothgirl

    Hope the pain is turned into something positive soon

  • jomash replied

    Thanks Jan x

  • Robert O'Neill

    Robert O'Neill

    Is this your daughter?

  • jomash replied

    Yes she drowned when she was 8 along with a friend of hers called Charlea. Charlea was celebrating her 8th birthday….......the adults celebrated too, so much that they neglected the children in a river. One woman called Wendy Dodd was charged with man slaughter , but 3 years later she was let off, and given a 2 years suspended sentence.
    I didn’t go to the party.

  • Robert O'Neill

    Robert O'Neill

    Words can’t help, but my condolances anyway. I have two daughters of my own.

  • jomash replied

    Thankyou x

  • JenniferB

    JenniferB

    I have a story I’d like you to read Joanne, would you like me to send it to you to read in private before I publish it? Just in case you’d rather I didn’t publish it? Although to be fair, it is my story, not yours, but you know, sometimes dots connect… It’s a really twisted, tragic story, all true, definitely no fairytale with a fairytale ending, but it shows the flow of bitter-sweet tide and time… It might be something that’ll either make or break you… sometimes you get so desensitised to the pain nothing penetrates any more, you know? Anyhow, Let me know what you think, okay?

  • jomash replied

    Of course you can Jenn x

  • Tony Ryan

    Tony Ryan

    I really love where Jasmin is evolving. She is looking even happier. Perhaps she is sending you energy to help develop her image.

  • jomash replied

    What a lovely thought Tony, thankyou very much.

  • JenniferB

    JenniferB

    Sent.

    much love Joanne.

    xox

  • PJ Ryan

    PJ Ryan

    oh

    my heart feels heavy

    this is such a beautiful image

    peace and love to you
    xx

  • jomash replied

    and to you too xxx

  • aglaia b

    aglaia b

    this is so touching.
    i love the way her eyes are looking up as if she is looking up at you.
    so many beautiful layers here, she looks truly happy.
    i love all the vertical lines, i feel they sort of represent all the tears that have been shed over her loss.
    a beautiful name jasmin, may she rest in peace.
    all my love to you.
    xox

  • jomash replied

    Thankyou so much xxx

  • April Mansilla

    April Mansilla

    you have captured so much in her …..her eyes are angelic ….I pray for your journey ..my best to you…. stunning and beautiful portrait

  • jomash replied

    Thanyou April, your name is beautiful too xxx

  • HeatherTS

    HeatherTS

    this is beautiful, i hope each time you paint her that your soul rests a lil more easy. what a wonderful idea. I am really touched by what you are doing..if only everyone could put thier sorrows into something so worthwhile and meaningful…

  • jomash replied

    Thankyou Heather, hope you are having a lovely day xxx

  • liliana

    liliana

    My deepest condolences Joanne. I hope with all my heart that you find the forgiveness that will bring you peace and allow you to live again. A beautiful tribute to a beautiful angel…. love to you.

  • jomash replied

    Lovely comment, truly appreciated liliana xxx

  • Margot Koefod

    Margot Koefod

    chere Joanne,
    what a brave, beautiful, and lovable woman you are…
    Your painting of Jasmin is so , well no words here really, ..emotional.. maybe , would describe how I feel looking at her.[or the tears running down my cheeks….]
    One thing I learned about death is that we keep love alive by staying alive ourselves and honoring how we feel. I have a lot to learn from you, I ‘m not even close to be able to paint my feelings about such deep sorrow.
    with much love to you,
    Margot

  • jomash replied

    Your beautifully worded comment is soo inspirational, love to you too xxx

  • Julie Marks

    Julie Marks

    This is a very touching and poignant photograph. I just paired an image with a narrative titled Lifetimes dealing with some wonderful books that explain death to children in a creative and soothing way. If you have any more children or extended family these books are very helpful. I also included Elizabeth Kubler Ross’ classic for adults on Death and Dying, an eloquent description of the stages of the grief cycle. I am so sorry for your loss. The image often gets cut off so the piece Lifetimes is also in the writing section. Art is very healing and I believe doing this series is an important way to process the profound loss of your daughter as the process of mourning her loss changes the the evolution of grief. You are a very courageous woman and I admire your
    working out the pain through the active process of your touching artwork and writing.

  • Antanas

    Antanas

    superb….....

  • Michael Oubridge

    Michael Oubridge

    A wonderful tribute

  • izzybeth

    izzybeth

    Art heals

  • Jamie Schwartz

    Jamie Schwartz

    I am so sorry…I wish you peace.

  • jomash replied

    Thanks Jamie xxx

  • Juilee  Pryor

    Juilee Pryor

    this is just beautiful Joanne…. touching and powerful…... lovely work

  • rosedew

    rosedew

    So sad..powerful image

  • Van Cordle

    Van Cordle

    Very touching and meaningful!!! Wonderful!!!

  • alanalanalan

    alanalanalan

    VERY BEAUTIFUL GREAT…FANTASTICA..COOL.. BRAVO..HAVE AGOOD TIME.ALAN

  • jomash

    jomash

    Thanks Alan, nice bubble mail !!

  • Paul  Stephen Dixon

    Paul Stephen ...

    This was such a gripping and emotional piece to take in , it made me shiver, I admire it very much,
    I feel the childs soul reaching out and sending a message ,that you shudn t worry, she is well ,where she is, I am very sorry for your loss, the loss of a small child must hurt enormously.
    Regards Paul, host”M.I.A.”http://www.redbubble.com/groups/music-inspired-art-m-i-a
    Would be nice if you would accept an invitation to our group

  • jomash replied

    Thankyou Paul xxx

  • ZayZay101

    ZayZay101

    Wonderful job!i ma so sorry for you though…I know what it’s like to loose someone sooo close to you. i recently lost my father a few months ago in fact. I feel your pain. This picture is a fav

    Great job!!

  • martinz

    martinz

    just found your work Joanne this is superb so much energy and life I will keep my eye on you(and learn)

  • jomash replied

    Thanyou for a wondefully supportive comment, I really admire your work and love the fore-shortening !!!!!!

  • martinz

    martinz

    redbubble is so instant HI-Joanne

  • jomash

    jomash

    HI – back

  • mariarty

    mariarty

    A very emotional yet beautiful piece of art. I love the paint runs, to me they show your grief and tears. I cannot begin to understand what you must be going through. I hope you will soon find peace.

  • Chantel Smith

    Chantel Smith

    I think it will look great. amazing idea and concept

  • jomash replied

    sorry chantelle, i meant well

  • blamo

    blamo

    Congratulations on your MIA feature

  • owlspook

    owlspook

    I just read what you wrote about your daughter and your painting and how you feel … I too lost my child when he was almost an adult but still a child to me … his killer went unfound until about 17 years later when he walked into a police station and turned himself in … no charges were brought against him .. now before you feel any farther … my son was no angel and the circumstances of his death were cloudy to say the least .. only those who were there know what really happened … I never accepted the hate I could have had for the man who shot my son and the pain and grief went away as I realized I was not here on earth to waste my life grieving for something I had lost . life goes on and must go on … it is not that I don’t love my son and remember him .. his good and bad … and yes he’s my son but he also was/is his own self as we are also … I let it go .. the pain, the anger, the grief, the why’s and why not’s … everything … and I lived not hidden behind a curtain of anger and tears and honored my son’s life by living my own with as much wonder and joy as I can …. I hope someday you’ll be able to put aside what happened at the end of her life and remember and enjoy your memories and what’s even more important … enjoy and celebrate your own life (big smile and huggz)

  • jomash replied 10 days ago

    Thankyou so much for sharing this with me…..... love and empathy to you my friend xxx

  • owlspook

    owlspook

    and I also want to congratulate you on your work being featured at MIA (big big smile)

  • justjen

    justjen

    Congrats on MIA featuring…..

  • Emmahleee

    Emmahleee

    This is a sensational piece

    I hope you find peace

  • Zefira

    Zefira

    wonderful work, my heart goes out to you, i wish you peace

  • charliethetramp

    charliethetramp 27 days ago

    such sadness,but your work does her honour

  • Sarafeline

    Sarafeline 27 days ago

    How tragic, and what a beautiful painting in her honor, although through the strokes of your brush we can see your pain, you will never forget, time can only heal small rifts but you do her great justice and I am brought to tears by your story, Much Love…

    Sara.x.

  • jomash replied 27 days ago

    Thankyou Sarah, xxx

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