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Victims of Alzheimer’s disease have to live in a growing maze of confusion every single day of their lives.

Only the most recent memories are affected at the beginning, with the disease slowly working its way back to the older ones, until the victim finally loses her own identity and that of her surroundings…

One day you will go out of the house and get a sinking feeling when you find yourself looking for that ironing board at the local playground.

This shot was made as a tribute to my grandmother who suffered from Alzheimer’s disease during the last 15 years of her life, and had to go through all of these stages. It’s also an homage to my grandfather who took care of her lovingly and patiently for as long as he could, and finally decided to seek long term care for her when he turned 77 and it all became too much for him.

I wanted my mom to be my model in this shot but I couldn’t get hold of her on that day, so I decided to take my sister instead. She graciously accepted to model for me and we drove to the local playground. Once there, she put on a bathrobe with big fuzzy slippers, mussed her hair, grabbed the iron that I had brought as a prop, and tried her best to look lost and confused… I had to age her face and hair considerably in Photoshop because she’s only 43 and didn’t really look the part.

Read my short story on Alzheimer’s disease

Featured in Oh So Emotional – Confusion theme on December 9, 2009

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memory, mental, dementia, concept, hardship, confused, disease, coping, alzheimer, memory loss, memory losses, degenerative, debilitating, confusion, conceptual, illness

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  • Shelly Wickens
    Shelly Wickensabout 4 years ago

    My father-in-law had Alzeimer’s and it really is a heart breaking disease. Powerful words and you have done such an amazing job of expressing the impact of this disease through your work here Johanne. Fantastic artistry and vision :)

  • Thank you Shelly! I’m sorry to hear that your family had to go through the ordeal of losing someone to Alzheimer’s. The feeling of powerlessness may become awfully overwhelming. I know that my dad had a really hard time watching his mom slowly drift away.

    – Johanne Brunet

  • George Parapadakis (monocotylidono)
    George Parapad...about 4 years ago

    Beautiful tribute and shot Johanne. Both my grandmothers had Alzheimers, and your description (visual and literal) fits so well… It’s such a debilitating disease, particularly in the early stages where neither the patient or the people around them are willing to accept the change…

  • Thank you George for your kind comment and for favouriting the story. You are right about the early stages being so difficult. There is also the huge frustration of the patients when they are still lucid enough to realize that they are having these memory lapses and moments of confusion.

    – Johanne Brunet

  • Carole Brunet
    Carole Brunetabout 4 years ago

    C’est une vraie réussite ma soeur, le sentiment rendu dans cette image est réel et poignant. Tu as bien fait de la mettre sur RB, Excellent travail !!!

  • Thank you Sister for your comment and for your help with this shot. Great job from you too! :-)

    – Johanne Brunet

  • Joanne  Bradley
    Joanne Bradleyabout 4 years ago

    I love your composition on this and your choice of b & w highlights the confusion and distorted world they eventually see… Great work!

  • Thank you Joanne! I’m glad that the message seems to be coming through. :-)

    – Johanne Brunet

  • micklyn
    micklynabout 4 years ago

    Amazing! powerful.

  • Thank you micklyn! :-)

    – Johanne Brunet

  • Squealia
    Squealiaabout 4 years ago

    Wonderful goes so well with your prose

  • Taylor Sawyer
    Taylor Sawyerover 3 years ago


    Congrats on your feature! You are now invited to join the Best of CONFUSION Challenge!

  • Appel
    Appel2 months ago

    A wonderful tribute and excellently done.