The observation
of conversation
is magnificent
Its true bewilderment
But still i cant
find the words to say
event if i think about
them all day
lost within thought
lost whithin t…
Im trying
to forget
but i end up crying
over this singular duet
these motions
are hopeless
these actions
are faceless
this duality
of personalities
is it actuality
this must…
the knife that cuts
is on my wrist
it wishs to free but
that gentle kiss
wont let me be
i try to run
but now i can see
this villanis being
he trys to hide
but now i can see
hes…
in the end it never even matters.
all that was endured.
all that was learned.
all that we went through gone by one word
…
your like a disease
you creep into every creese
just when im on the brink
then i blink
and thats when your face is there
but never near
does he write you poems
does he listen to your problems
does he take your troubles away
some day this will all be over
some day i wont have to worry
some day you might take me back
some day all might just be black
some day maybe ill crack
some day some how ill be th…
the piter patter of my heart break
the slow agony you create
you desevered much beter than me
I hope u find someone thats deserving
Those eyes i cant take
Those places i cant lo…
the pain that i feel is so mush worse
the pain that i hide cant be denied
since youve been gone
every things been wrong
all the good left in me is slowly fading away
everything dark brings it closer to me
the gloom of not seeing you stays the same
unreal visions of you in my dreams
the haunting r…
when does rality become just a dream?
when you fall a sleep do you dream or is that reality?
when your awake are you actually dreaming?
you never know because the world is just one big dream…
lies are much easier to tell yourself than the truth
lies get you by day to day
truth only gets you shame
lies help you along as long as you keep telling them to yourself
the truth …
i have a lot of wrightings to put on here so bare with me all of them are from when i was 15-16
shes the one i love
shes the one that i cant be near
shes the one that changes my life so drastically
shes the one that i would give my life for
shes the one i would walk the ea…
i see the world as a blob
just siting there not wanting to throb
no form has taken shape
no one wants to recreate
lets take it in our hands
lets place it were it demands
the…
i wait impaitantly on that ding
oh what a wonderful thing
the ding siginfies you listen
the ding means u pay attion
we make plans for this weekend
i hope this weekness ends