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To scream, or not to scream...

Its funny, almost comical to sit back and watch my life. The life I am not living in, or have control of. I don’t know how to talk loud enough or say the right words to make them hear me. That I have my own opinions, my own decisions, yet, I cant seem to make them hear me, understand what I want, and its a constant battle that I fight every day, and lose. That I crave their compassion and s…
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Realizaton for today...

In this crazy world that moves too fast, too much… / I reached out to my rock the other day. Things that have been on my mind for some time, but still not able to get enough of it out, realizing that I will never get it all out, and I think I confused that person, but maybe that is my mind trying to rationalize what she told me. / I built the walls too high. All this time, my whole life, I …
Posted about 1 year – Leave a comment

The heart doesnt care...

The heart doesn’t care of the consequences of falling in love. For selfish reasons, it follows it’s own path and drowns out and rational thoughts, not worrying about the outcome. When it breaks, the rest of the emotions have to heal it every time the heart leaps. / Most people remember their first love, and the object that their heart loved. Boy, girl, puppy, sport…everyone h…
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For the puppy

Why does it feel so hard to make that decision that seems to rip your heart out and shred it into a million pieces, yet not making the decision shreds your heart to pieces? / I watch him struggle. I see so much pain in the man I believe is superman. Yet watching him, I see real tears, and a man that I truly believe that is so strong, is so small and weak at the moment. He doesn’t deserve to…
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