The Gemini Mind

A situation arises
Every nerve in my body aches
I feel my neck stiffen
My brow crinkles
My jaw locks
My teeth clench
Sometimes grinding
My shoulders are up around my ears
My stomach tightens
I feel sick
My mind starts to tick faster and faster
The questions
No answers
Just more and more questions
Trying to logic it out
Trying to understand
Trying to find the answers
But there is no relief
Analysing
Over and over
Like a mathematical equation
It hurts so much
My own mind
Is a torture chamber
Sometimes thinking
That I am making the situation worse
Just by thinking
Or making it bigger than it is
Or is it?
No idea
No sleep
Bags under the eyes
Roll the neck and hear it crunch
Smoking too many cigarettes
Wondering yet again
Will I always be alone
Will I always drive people away
Will I be able to handle another rejection
Have I been rejected?
Still unresolved
Unknown
Blind
Blackness in front of my eyes
A mist
A cloud
A dark cloud
Hanging over my brain
Yet I continue to search for the answers
With no relief.
The Torture of a Gemini Mind.

The Gemini Mind

jaycee

Brisbane, Australia

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An outlet, a key to open my mind with the help of my dear friend NomadicGoddess….

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