My Life Without Sleep

Sleep is a stranger to me,
Once her familiar touch caressed me daily.
Where has she gone, that I may be left,
Alone.
Cold thick sweat,
where once was — soothing warmth
of sleeps sweet embrace.
Pressure, pumps and pounds
my temples flushed with blood
my mind, devoid of dreams.

What dreams ? Dreams of slumber?
Of relaxation, a deserted beach.
Waves lap cool against my toes.

These dreams, this short affair,
with another life, one better, calmer
Than this hectic jumbled junk of an existence?

Bring back my dreams, my inner peace.
My quiet moment of reflection.
Sleep, Sleep please return!
Oh jilted lover, make warm my bed,
as on my pillow I rest my head.
Take me far way, from these earthly troubles.

I feel her creeping slowly up the hall,
curling, quickly up the sheets,
eyes sore, lids heavy she comes,
her warm embrace once more.

Into,
Silent Bliss,
I Fall.


Craig Goldsmith

My Life Without Sleep by

A week of next to no sleep, sends Craig a little batty.

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Insomniac by Hoffard

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Comments

  • gordontant
    gordontantover 4 years ago

    nice one Craig… I can relate to this so much

  • Craig Goldsmith
    Craig Goldsmithover 4 years ago

    It started as a journal, it was going to be a rant about my frustrating week and the lack of sleep, and why I hate timezones. But, well the spirit moved me to write instead. :)

  • Steven  Sandner
    Steven Sandnerover 4 years ago

    Nice work, yeah the recent wave of humid/hot weather has turned me into an insomniac.

  • Patricia L. Ballard
    Patricia L. Ba...over 4 years ago

    As a life long insomniac, I understand. Great work.

  • jetsta42
    jetsta42over 4 years ago

    i can’t sleep either tonight

  • candid
    candidover 4 years ago

    i know how you feel! you write so beautiful.

  • ChainmailChick
    ChainmailChickover 4 years ago

    Wonderful work, I can relate at times.

  • Christina Martin
    Christina Martinover 4 years ago

    I can relate to that too

  • Cadence Gamache
    Cadence Gamacheover 4 years ago

    Oh my gosh! I didn’t know you were a writer, too! Your talent astounds me, Craig – as does this poem! :) Beautifully worded. Vivid imagery/metaphors. I love the fourth stanza especially! Nice, organic rhyme scheme there… I almost didn’t notice it! The more I read over this piece the more I am impressed! You’ve even got some good alliteration going! ‘Sleep>Stranger’ ‘Pressure>Pumps>Pounds’ ‘Devoid>Dreams’… Very enjoyable read, Craig.

  • mistywisp
    mistywispover 4 years ago

    Well written, Craig! Insomnia is my way of life too and I know how wonderful it is when you finally have a night without it!