Goodbye vs. Goodnight by iloveyoumiss

You know what? You’re right. I can’t say goodbye.

I’ve had to say goodbye to my aunt. And by extension my cousins.

I’ve been to 5 different schools. With new friends in each of them. None of the moves were my choice.

I am currently losing my grandma, and you know what? I’m terrified everytime I say goodbye that it will be the last time I get the chance.

So you’re right. I hate goodbyes. They terrify me. I freak out when I have to even type them.

But because you asked me to, I did. I said goodbye. Sure, it was only a ‘goodbye until tomorrow’ but that’s more than any of my other friends have gotten. More than they will ever get.

I said goodbye for you. So don’t tell me that I don’t care, or that I shouldn’t.

Because,

I do. And I always will.

Because, I say goodbye to you.

For you.