Last time I comitted suicide
não há banda….. não há orquesta…..... silêncio!
’’music at funeral..must be the dying one’s music of life.. because there is always a melody attends us for a lifetime.. some runs circles, some goes faster, some are lyrical and some sad.. but the worst one stops suddenly.. which you cant understand if it ended or not.. thats the suicide.. mine was a little different than this.. cause love was a suicide from the beginning.. for that reason play a sad song at my funeral.. which is rainy.. which has rose smell.. which has no color, no taste inside.. and which ends suddenly.. this is the last time I commit suicide..’‘
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WarHammer
holy smokes thatsexcellent work…..any chance you going to put up for sale?! got one buyer :)
=W:H=
cevaro
AMAZING
TriciaDanby
This is beautiful!
TsipiLevin
Wow, this is great!
Basia McAuley
I love it!
Imber
Excellent work! Love the colours, love the composition, love everything about it! Bravo!
Allison Lane
Wow, what a stunning image! Great job
Peter Zentjens
I’m speechless.
Dani Dreyer
I agree with Peter, speachless..
Ravenor
This is magical !!!.. very imaginative and creative, such sweet work.. Amazing!!!
kipishiux
Fabulous pic!
Flamejob
Incredible image – that blood red really gives this some grunt – beautiful work
Jarko
Magnificent !!
Damian
Gorgeously gothic…! So much that’s wonderful about this!
Cliff Vestergaard
This is ture Magic art work.
Headcrime
This is a great worl!
Jamie Lamb
great picture. very clever title
SnowDog
Great looking image!!!
Jason Hampton ...
Love it!!!
Sophie Watson
Beautiful!
nonentia
Stunning work!
houk
Amazing work!
Helene Kippert
Beautiful work
hannahhen
This picture took my eye instantly, brilliant!
clarkey
This is stunningly beautiful. The monotone is magically enhanced by the blood red additions. It’s also quite seductive. Awesome work.
Carl Osbourn
this is just gorgeous
so exquisitely done – perfect!
Thomas Dodd
beautifully textured and layered!
frozenfa
Love it.. Well done!!
Stephanie Rach...
your work is incredible!!
Dave Aarons
wow, stunning work
PJ Ryan
this is stunning work
Cherie Dirksen
Stunning image…well done!
BflyCourtship
Absolutely Stunning!
Cadence Gamache
Wow… Beautiful.
Maisie Noble
That is amazing, this is the sort of image i always hope to produce, never turns out this well though! Well done :)
Stack
Wow, this is gorgeous. I love the writing in the background and the red red roses really stand out against the grey and green tones. What program did you use to do this?
EdgeOfReality
Very imaginative and well composed.
April Webb
WOW i love it!
pinkyjain
Stunning, Brilliant. Congrats on being Featured on the Art Page
Nikki Trexel
WOW….i’m not a fan of the gothic genre by any standards, but i know an amazing work of art when i see it. this is really spectacular work…very very well done!
Bradley S. Har...
This is stunning. The numerous combinations of blacks and greys in all there shades to come together to form a picture that is both sort of erotic and sad. The beauty of the woman against the background of the subject are such a strong contrast as is the red of the rose as its petals fall like blood drops to the ground. Dark Graphics is something you definitely handle well.
orchiddesign
Superb image – absolutely beautiful
Liz x
bug71
Wow! great piece!!
Dawnsky
Stunning piece of work….:)
Adriana Glackin
This is very beautiful!
Mikko Laaksonen
This is nice
Jamie Lee
Magnificent work
Anette Tyler
wow, fantastic image
janrique
Just – WOW!
Keeli
Excellent piece!
JudyBJ
Splendid !
Joseph Gunderson
this is awesone its dark ,beautiful, and is well balanced you have a future in this
cartoonjohn
Superb work
Christine K
This is awesome! Great work.
Magda Beda
wowwwwwwww
LavenderMoon
This would easily sell. It’s gold waiting to cash. More than that, it’s farkin’ awesome.
CATNIPMEOW
this is so beautiful in a creepy way- i love her expression and her dress ! The bats really give it that witchy feel-
hugo
beautiful work, love how it all flows from lower left to upper right, drawing you in with splashes of red. From soft to hard reality, lovely!!
HUGO
Will Pursell
wowowoowowow
Tracy Bollinger
Excellent :)
Mugsy
This is an exceptional image!
PNFdeb
nice!
David Harris
Love this!! Great work!
Alice Weller
Very Cool :
) I love it :)Ria Rosa Quinto
Stunning work! I love the colours. Love the emotion it invokes. Love the title!
HenkStolk
wonderful work
Dave Hiskey
spooky….....but good..
Leigh Ann Pobiak
awesome! instantly love this!!
APhotography
I think it looks great. I’m new to this editing images on pc’s but if this is the outcome I’ve got to try it.
depressedkat
Gorgeous!
Erlend Mørk
Very nice work. Excellent color scheme. But I don’t like the big “M” left to her face.
AtaAlishahi
amazing and beautiful, I love it :)
annacuypers
This is so beautiful, great artwork !
Torncrow
Brilliant!
miclile
absolutely stunning!
cmsdesign
Stunning and haunting. I love this image!!!
junjaree
You must have met me in some other place or universe…...its me…somewhere some place…..i love it….
Tahnja
wow, superb image!
Robert Reeves
really amazing pieces, all of them. your work is very personal and, dark as it is, inviting. one can’t help but get drawn in.
witchy
WOW
ToastedGhost
Extraordinary!
and wonderful!
Michelle Scott
fantastic work :)
Belinda Leopold
I’m in love!!!!!!!
Alan Rodmell
Outstanding! Beautifully detailed piece. I love it
Angeleyesdar
Very dramatic artwork. I like the goth feeling to it.
Marinella Owens
Beautiful!!!
pauldrobertson
exquisite
Rob Smith
Dark beauty…
Fiona O'Beirne
This is such a fantastic image and it has a wonderful title
Pete Elliott
Such a fine image. amazing.
RosaCobos
It has something of melodramatic..of intense..
but before all.. it is extremely beautiful.. and dancing..I love it!
Rosa
gypsycaster
I am absolutely in love with this piece, and bow down before your astounding ability.
Daphne Johnson
Very nice.
pinupgirl1969
Hauntingly beautiful image. simply stunning. X
tinkster08
this is such magnificent work! This is emotion triggering. Beautiful with the black and red and the dress seems to flow as if you were there watching all that happened, but could not stop it from happening. beautiful!
Manolya F. replied
wonderful :) thank you so much
Cowgirlforever
gorgeous
Sarah Bentvelzen
Wow! This really caught my eye. I love this to death….
Shannon Clough
Gorgeous image! Absolutely gorgeous!
paul boast
bit creepy and gothic , but just love your style
Liesl Yvette W...
Wow, fantastic!
vampibunni
love it!
Heidi Vanzet
WOW. This is absolutely and completely stunning!!
MuscularTeeth
fantastic work!
Mindy McGregor
Stunning work! Well done!
Gregoryno6
You make a highly fanciable corpse.
Marco Trezza
very beauty sublime dark…
Firedrake
This is unbelievable too.
RodneyK
All of the above. Take a bow Manolya.
RavenMayfair
This has to be my favourite image on the whole of the RB site – amazing – you’re very very talented!
myoriginalsin
Hi there I have featured this art work in The Redbubble Digital Alphabet because it is such an amazing piece. I hope this is ok…Check it out in my journal: The Redbubble Digital Alphabet
Manolya F. replied
oh.. I am so honored sweetheart.. thats a wonderful gift :) thanks ever so soo much..
Di Dowsett
love it!
xx
Katrina Rogers
It’s so pretty!
Tatiana R
I’ve seen it in so many people favorites, outstanding work, so recognisable!
Lindi Eksteen
Stunning!
Robyn Lakeman
So beautiful
Astrid Pardew
It’s hard to describe this image. Words are inadequate. Just bravo!!!
Tracey Mac
Totally stunning, amazing work, the red petals are a perfect finish :)
Devon Mallison
fantastic piece of art you created. wonderful imagery. great editing. love the colors you chose. well done.
Melissa Kosswig
I echo everyone’s comments.. its really quite stunning! You are a master at this and you leave us all spechless!
women
Very nice gothic work. The enigmatic title is also part of the mystery. Would be a great piece of art for students. There’s a lot to say about it. Beautiful.
TheKittyGirl
Way. cool. I love it!
Tony Elliott
Possibly the best I have seen on this site. I have no words that would do it justice.
BB
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matt ucar
this is great work, la notta eterna:)
Michal Havel
Beautiful work!!! Inspiring!
screamqueen
gorgeous!
Maria Murphy
wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ellamental
you must be very successful!! or you will be!
Manolya F. replied
Im expecting :) I hope I will be:)
thank you so much
ElRobbo
Brilliant!
Maureen Brittain
Love how all the different elements work together to create a striking image.
Ash Sivils
Wonderful work, the colors
are a magnificent mix as well
as the over all image!
The Messrs.
Magical.
Tollwut
PERFECT!
Josie Jackson
I think its all been said above, absolutely stunning, magnificent, I LOVE IT…..
Steve Chapple
Bold, powerful and emotive art, congrats on the home page!
jgmart
Wonderful image – nice work
Dave Hiskey
great work…love the red
J. D. Adsit
dark yet hauntingly beautiful
Carla Jandelle...
hola fellow deviant! glad to see u’r beautiful pieces here!
Belinda "Billy...
LOve THIS PIECE its so beautifully done.BillyLee
Shannon Rene' ...
awesome!
Hal Smith
This is just sooo good
Hal Smith
This is just sooo good
vinee
Hey! i saw this image as i was randomly browsing. I must say this is amazing. If you don’t mind i was curious to know that how did do this. Did you shoot with a model and then photoshoped it?
Marion Cullen
Holy Moly!
JonnyMarvel
love that splash of red
MaryK
WONDERFUL!
Paulette x
Superb image
Daniel Cohen
Just fantastic, the darkness is creepy and beautiful.
tonymarsh
Wonderful.
siouxsie12
It calls to my soul!
ArtOfficialArt
Lovely piece of work!
Feel free to check out our work and tell us what you think!
wldman68
A Little on the Dark side of Life.Excellent Job!!!!!
gerardo segism...
very emotional and expressive
RavenRidgePhoto
darkness the one thing that creeps in slowly
Jennifer Prome...
great shot!!
ElegantSavage
wow…i got all over excited when I saw this – its briliant, haunting, mesmerising & so much more….I love it! You are an amazing artist!
jaycee
this is fantastic… am impressed with what you do :)
matt ucar
five star!!!
Adam Godman
Very emotive, two thumbs up
Kate Smith
Great one for the Goths, but is sure good. I like it.
Kate Smith
Wayne Pearson
Stunning, you are an inspiration!!
AnitaInverarity
Beautiful Romantic Image xx
Absinthia
This is Stunning, you do beautiful work
DreamingWings
Your powers of Goth-Fu are incredibly strong. 10th degree black belt all the way. This is amazing.
LoriSmaltz
Gorgeous!
mubeen491
OMG…....................this is so so awesome
uvejota
excelent! I liked it
Rosina Lamberti
Absolute WOW, this image is great!
Suvi
It’s stolen my heart*
chen cohen
wonderful work!!! gorgeous!!!
Flic Manning
Definitely an awesome piece – love the strategic use of red.
JuliaWright
Wonderful work..beautiful image!
grandbeautemps
Excellent work. I love the rendering and the choice of colors. Congratulations. André
trotty
exquisite ;-)
jyoshi
i like this work.to me this is Gold.black gold.Outstanding
Jorg de Vos
wow, beautiful
Mike Cressy
My friend Rebecca looks like this every day!!
KiimiG
beautiful!
Beve Brown-Clark
Phenomenal work of art….!
Veronica Schultz
This is amazing. You’re an incredible artist!
Tony Wilkinson
gorgeous…......
Kay G Larsen
Congrats on your feature! : ) This is so beautiful!!!
Mark Lee
I’m stunned…. Great work :)
DeviousLili
Awesome work! Please consider submitting this to Moody and Evocative
Shannon Paskaruk
amazing!!
Elysia Ranking
simply amazing! I love it!
Mark Peterson
Beautiful work!
catnip addict ...
last time i tried to commit suicide, bats showed up and started flailing about, then these red rose peddles started falling from the air but then it got real ugly when i ended up in this long black flowing gown that didn’t fit comfortably around my stomach and i couldn’t breathe. that was the last time i killed myself.
Manolya F. replied
ahahahahahaha…
sorry for that late react.. i dont know how i missed your comment.. you re wonderful :)
sevimd
I’m in the process of conceptual development of a new folio and this is very inspiring.
Thanks for sharing.
melodious
wow, this is brilliant
Shauneen McManus
Outstanding piece of work, very impressive
artGIA
fantastic work!
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Fantastic work of art
Laurie Search
Wow!!! Fabulous!!!
jewelskings
I would like to invite you to join Martin, Navybrat, & Myself in the Enchanting Powerful Photo Manipulation Group . Your work is amazing!
Mags Williamson
How many comments do you have? This must be a record! You deserve them all, your work is amazing, really creative, love it! :)
Fire Marie
Medusa
Beautiful…Gothic…Tragedy…
Exquisite…
Mx
artist4peace
ditto all above
Fire Marie
Selkie
Gorgeous – congrats on the feature :)
Lorena Maria
ROCKS !!!!
Karen Chandler
Outstanding. It shows so much emotion with flawless effort. Well done
JustSaul
very great work!
Waleska Luker
Superb work and moving emotions.
doreen01
Love it!!!!!!!!!!!!
RavenFarrow
wow , that’s amazing
mm1208
wow. speechless as well.
and sad.
reehbr2
Very imaginative and well composed.
Rosemary Scott
a magnificent piece of art….. WOW!
Melinda Gaal
Amazing!
brechti
fantastic and beautiful work. awesome colouring
Marikim
Fabulous picture!! It’s my favorite…..
SludgeSaint
This is breathtakingly gorgeous.
Jeff Clark
Splendid work, congrats on the popular photo/art section feature!
damon47
I’ve scanned over one hundred images on Redbubble and your work here, eclipses them all. congratulations – magnifico!
jillijude1
stunning angel beautiful
AmandaH
Stunning!!!
Rebeladdict
“não há banda….. não há orquesta…….. silêncio!” – Is that Portugese??
there is no band…. there is no orchestra… silence…..
- Am I right?? – or even close?? :)
“There is always a melody attends us for a lifetime”
Yes, always the music. Always.
“love was a suicide from the beginning….”
Ahh yes. I can relate all to well to that.
So many images and words come flashing to me from this delightfully intense and so very hauntingly beautiful piece here of yours.
I really get this… And I think it is so much more than amazing.
Makes me wonder about my own music to celebrate my own life.
What would be my own evocative melodies to celebrate my life??
So many of them….
Oh, now i have to go and write it out…
The words are jumping around in my head.. :)
You have inspired me with this. WoW!!
I can’t explain it.
Isn’t it wonderful how often what we need is just right in front of us…..
I must have needed this. This is absolutely brilliant.
xoxo
3XEternity
redtree
What an amazing body of work you have. Excellent stuff. Truly inspiring.
JohnRobbins 22 days ago
A true work of art.
Such depth in this work just perfect.