There once was a woman who thought she’d been trapped in a shoe, she didn’t know what to do.

Part of her said yes, the other, no, not sure, maybe, hey what if i opened my door to the new improved lady and saw her for what she was. Would i take pride or run and hide, would i be cold of heart or full of love?

Umm let me see, peace of mind would help now.

Did i really open a door to heaven above, then shut it and run farther than i could find, to hide from the truth the power of my own mind?

Umm yes.

Silly me.

Why didn’t i just stay and say hey maybe my time has come to end the silly rhyme and have some fun. Maybe, just maybe i’m here to fly solo and undo the pain within my own mind and help others to do the same.

If i could just get the doubt out of the way, then yes i would be full of love.

Then yes like a constipated cow i have been holding onto the old queen. The one that said i’m not worthy of even lying in my own bed,

But then when your time has come how can you run!

It’s impossible to run from your own heart you can try but you end up feeling lost and in the dark. So why not stay and have the fun, the rewards of many years of hard nose to the grind stone? Why not make it easy on yourself and let the truth be told. I’m here now and i ain’t going away.

It took me a long time to understand the pain locked inside of me was the fear of success, maybe you can see that when some one as small as me suddenly becomes so tall and full of love in their own tree they cannot run and hide they have to take pride and let the future know. That yes one day soon, maybe longer for some there will be peace of mind for all to come.

That’s my dream and now i can become the beauty queen who just let herself go.

Thank you.