Amongst the midst of insatiable sweet vain victory
Lies a soft man the wielder of mystery
Those moments in dreams awaiting your call
Travelling around with the same drunken soul
Your eye land is embedded with new strangers
Come closer fell this air that floods my body
The bounty of flesh, the connection contagious
Scale this mountain to the skyline of my head
Sink deeper into fantasy in the realms of my bed
Through the valleys of my intense Ruben eye
That silvery pose that rockets my sky
Miles of silence, the milking of my heart
Need a fuse to blow it out on the surface, depart
I’m strongly misguided, soft science my cell
In this smoky wilderness I’m aligned to my thoughts
Your strong solar power gives light to my shell
With your love inside I can take a drag of the world
Catalyst of virility, the magic of you girl
I’m marooned on my planet of perpetual confusion
These manifest emotions rip the clothes off illusion
Solid to see, the inclination of this prurience
Eyeballs ogle caught in their lone liquid green, radiance
The mind evokes a proposed angle of its prey
Moon access, that’s prying in my dark randomed chamber
This nurtured allurement that escapes day by day
The languished heart oracle that stretches to assuage
The ravish warm passion that wildly awaits to emerge
The gradient of language dips forbidden in to thought
Spinal foaming, awry dictation’s are placed to distort
And the mangle of truth leaves this humming in my ears
So retentive for your love I unshake these passive tears
Boundaries of tradition, this old century of plebeian fashion
Un bend so to aspire different sculptures of my mould
Lord of amour put your spell to this unending passion
Join the pastures that ablaze in this light
This solace reserve is bound and gagged for your sight
Your effect takes my carriage over the whiteness of wonder
Through the stations of sleep across the differdent hunger
Preserving this scenic central parade
Probing the ambience to search for your shade
Fixed with devotion, slayers the foe that layers doubt
Change of the colour to warmth my dormant heart
Interpret this fusion that now strives to get out
I’m entwined in the wiry junction of your gaze
Nothing can cure or distract me I’m locked in your maze
So far from loving you but so near is your haunting
Agile ascendance breaks with beauty hides disappointment
This century’s washing us out, need to cleanse out this emptiness
Clear head cocoon splits with shattering effect, misuse and soreness
I turn into the hour feel the thoughts that wander my insect needs
Those pervading guises sleep with you still churning
And the maudlin sound occupies disobedient creeds
Oh how your treated special within my buried eye
So much like to infest you, deep in my heart digest you
Counter balance the painful truth as I try
I’m in a tangle in a web of these emotions I penetrate
The freshness of your art softens my long lone lingering state
And the echo through the walls pains the courage of my might
It’s stirring up my inner cream lost in the blank born night
Adorn with me this heat, burn this bashful role
The ceremony of denial fights the steps of my mind
Mixed in with nude dosage wearing the space of my goal
Last chime strikes and pours the poison of my time
Distractions form around me to reveal the impossible climb
Well I’ve worked with my cries as they’ve bled from my face
Briefly broke down in the horn drenched streets far from anyplace
This insecure trait is a menace to my forever-changing fate
The burden of this sorrow erupts within what I create
Concealed in the deep of this makeshift pace I travel
Are the ruins of my heart that sprout out from every angle?
Feel I’ve lesser space, lesser time to finally unravel
As this patient river flows round its bends goes on and on
Something got to give, can’t feast on nothing for that long
Dissemble this adjourned magic, often boiling to the core
This headroom I’ve created for the moments I want you more
There’s pick ups, there’s causes, reasons to oust out these feelings
The auspicious fabrication rejects what it’s healing
In this still life its you that feeds my day
Reels out my good side although its cracked and far from great
Its you that lines my living with that vital layer
Love to reinvent myself, leave the nightmares to defuse
Switch on that secret clockwork that is powering my muse
I’m edged slowly into the hallway of madness
Need to slip this self-relief, grind away the sadness
These depths I’ve trekked have delayed the yearning
Conquer me now girl give me full pulses burning
And the lame ideals I’ve stuck to flood out from my prison
Remind me how to taste this fruit of the life that I’m now driven
Give me that zeal I’ll need to feel this life when it’s finally arisen
Need to untie the beast in me, I’m sick of false pretence
These hidden days have stuck with me
Give me that edge to sow up sense
A strange meal of moments, fattened up with thought
See you swarming with your crowd, misplaced, waiting to be caught
When your gone pained in the long dented hours turn to whisky mode
The image of your plucked up self-plastered down my road
The gang of years returns to class, mentally curving
An irrational version of young self, wild still but learning
The zig zagging fortune that clicks to me is nothing but discerning
I wait within this lifestyle game, enact the perfect end
Something shook me up for love, of the surplus blend
Imagery is breeding inside my coin op arcade
Ship wrecked feelings that never alter of fade
A well-travelled show that has never been seen
The key worded pantomime in the marrow of my dreams
Take a portion of my shadow now and some day I’ll find you
It won’t be here, it won’t be now, seek that romance autocue
But someday I hope we’ll be as one, someday I’ll break on through
Paranoia called across the breast of night, waves dissemble words
A hard hunched back mood cruelly painted daylight
Love for now remains unaired
Heal this shrivelling torment, bird circles its doom
In a state I can’t reside from see just redness in the room
Feel that strong desire to climb far into your hidden branches
Climb higher where your minds set out, take all forbidden chances
My reflection of my inner self prowls the every aches beating
Carried my howling cargo through the rhythm of chaos dreaming
The repetitive withdrawn soul just a burden to the greeting
I whip insanity to my audience but let me serve you up my mystery
The childish gaul lifts me from the planet of my history
Night blinks another stage of thought, space drips out loneliness
Intruder of fear tracks down the real faces of happiness
The thread of throat, watery dance, swirling in devotion nile
Chord is cut, adrift for now, walk the untouched mile
Sketch the fall, the unsung hour, playback the meaning of you I see
Slip on the foil of my subdued tower, an easy target, as I appear to be
Your radiant power turns within and rummages its way through me
And your face is softly, slowly deepening its way inside
Need to feel remote with you to loosen the things I hide
Load you up, confide
The winter stag sky locks us in its abandoned street
One eye closed I’m wayward bound within the murmured heat
I flake in flame, true north safari of raging claim
Clawed your name into the walls of my skull, my machinery brain
Like a knife that dices and slowly cuts to bone
Curiously make deeper the gauge, taste the palate of foam
Hands to the meadow of my man, relentlessly roam
And your beauty is simply too much for one man to absorb
Love you till crashed my lowest ebb, even if I’m still ignored
Falling apart with everything I feel, that enchanted love for you keeps me in
Desperado desire slanted in your sight, painful seconds, painful rejection
Cast on boil, drunk with immediacy and my curiosity beats up words
In the decline of view and lost the bait retreat to what is blurred
Tongue-tied in liquid gold, meditate the division meaning
Pining with thorns of passion, dissolve me in this feeling
To the depths where futures made a place I’ve never been in
All dried up in the middle spent time in pangs of conscience
Soul fluid will relive again when it merges in your heavy substance
The poignant player, in puzzled dream adjoins the damp game
Slip back into the chambered mouth into the panic of my flame
And the drink soaks in desperation each time a new place of oblivion
Adds lifeless creatures to my soul who scrape me down as I give in
Nothing can free me from the state I’m in only you can wake my soul
As I watch the people drain from sight this town gets very cold
Voices get stretched through the door, loose their muffled droll
Interior melt down, senses flow through me, like downloaded pain
Hissing in my head, I leave more screwed up than when I first came
Peddle the fever; I need that closed down recharged feeling now
Hammer up myself, gnawing at hope, I’ll get through some how
Casualty of that game of eyes leniently takes the streets to sleep
Reasons ruin my tired end so I burn my thoughts in a heap
The variance of my stations noose assembles down an uncertain road
And my malleable mind full of life long junk fails to find its mode
Weak as zombie, drunk of lies, release this impetuous load
No matter how far I go there’s always a black path home
Hope one day I’ll find something worthy of my return
To end this endless roam
I wake up in the mad summer heat and too dead to dance
The oil of the evening still on my skin a serpent left in trance
My skeleton sits with bourbon breath and years around my face
Stirs me in and out of sleep, life’s lost that valued chase
My sweet one desire let me be your puppet I’m yours to play
Need a neutral lift and for you to say its gonna be ok
The fragments of my lost youth are showing signs of great decay
The tightrope of space leaves me hollow in all minds
On the track of connection close my eyes and feel for signs
Verge of the pill, cool revol of the ragged mind
Stand of the statue, abandoned and written off in time
Seduced by solution need my freedom spoon-fed
So I can read through the hours as their pleasurably bled
Partied till pitied, I just choke up the floor
Music draws breath, as I watch the jungle of people no more
The place soon deserted and unearthly sore
Down the alleys of real life to the bad shaven light
A hell to climb through till next weeks tasteless night
Your eyes commute with the northern skies
Always wishing for someone like you to saturate my time
Someone to drug the silence, to elevate my mind
Impressively the night veils the intense porch of dusk
And this strange hunger deepens my heart rate full of valuated lust
Look here I have the reference within my eyes
So full of questions, breath you in to the appointed alien surprise
And the risky secrets find their birthplace then vanish in their size
Angel of distinction, something’s guarding your religion
Show my some progression, fumble within my own confession
Persistent to the core although it makes me sore
You’ve yet to hear my mighty roar you’ve yet to witness my vision
Restless in my situation though my needle has your thread in it
I’m afraid of the attachment afraid of what I’ll find at the end of it
Bitten by the morning as it confronts me I dive straight back into blankness
Try to be whatever I should or rather be and loosen the rains of my weakness
That last second I’m whipped away and words like fountains flood the place
Can’t focus on the people who drag me down, can’t get them off my case
Or them trying to reconnect me, pull me out of this dead forgotten race
I know my limitations they smothered me as a child
Doused in local traditions I land where my expectations dialled
In my trance injection of moments, turning up my crystal heart
Visionary liquid runs by you into the sea of people
Cash of concentration finds that black eyes burn through walls
Nothing but pillowed time in cities of regret, un-returnable calls
Deprivation and its concrete spell has rounded up the rest of me
In the gangway of breeze don’t know what man I’m supposed to be
But I can’t get off this feathered trip, the croak of change I’m afraid to see
An army through this fungus life see more of you in deserving light
The fabric of air that seeds the monstrous night awaiting for a time that’s right
The senile demands that curve my imagination leave me engaged to reality
Missed the meaning and carelessly rubbed away my minds lens of all originality
Need the medicine of attention, a unique blend of surprise
With nature on prowl dressed, as fire the temperature remains to rise
You’re never there when I’m on show only appear later in the fusion
Swing round my head; catch the gargoyle eyes that deliver confusion
How far will they go, expanding people in a cheap revolution?
Shyness strangles me and I’m left distant in the tragedy
As I wear my walls with silence as my remedy
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