How can such warmth be my enemy, and such passion be wrong.
Why does my heart, mind and body move closer to this forbidden thing.
How can such a friendly smile be bad for me.
I want to taste, no drink this evil mixture, to take it in.
I want to be one with it and bathed in its touch.
But I cannot because it is bad for me.

It wants me just as bad and maybe even more.
But I would be wrong to submit.
I feel its presence and long for more.
Am I as evil.
Or maybe just desperate for love and acceptance.
Is it so wrong to be this enammered, hoping and lusting for things that are not good for me.