bye bye
as i do many times in my life i am going into a withdrawl stage. i will be back one day but for now i’m saying bye,bye
alone
Im always lonely. another night alone and i’m getting closer to insanity. each noise is magnified and even the smallest noise are noticed. I want warmth. I need to be loved.my heart is saddened i want to just cry.
My hearts desire
My mind and heart are at battle. I know better but my needs overwhelm me, I am weary. Joy is what I long for and I used to think it was attainable….now I’m not sure. If just for one instant I could feel enveloped in love and desire I would be so grateful. To just touch someone who feels as deeply as myself would be a blessing and a curse. It would ignite an uncontrollable fire that w…
just my ramblings.
My life is what it is……undescriable. I have tried and tried but the words have nt yet formed in entirity. I want to be happy. I know how and try but it is no longer left up to me. When will he wake up and realize that we dont have it that bad and that our love is still alive…….even if just within me. I long to be touch and a stare is wished for. I can be and have been ever…