IN MEMORY OF A SON

HELUA
Author: HELUA
Word Count: 248
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I write this in memory of my son, PATRIK. He became very ill two years ago,
was treated in intensive care for about a month, and drew his last breath
on February 20th at 14:41 two years ago, tomorrow. He was 28.
I am still working my way through the sorrow emotionally, and writing
this is part of it.

During the latter part of this period a friend close to us reported seing a HERON flying very low and close to the road. I then sent her a poem that I came across in Egypt some years ago. It was from a pyramid vault in Giseh, 5th Dynasty. It mentioned a heron, that´s partly why I was fond of it, because those birds are so “mythical”. After this the same friend saw the heron again and a couple of others saw a heron around where they live.

To all of us these encounters became something more than just coincidence.
I myself imagined my son´s soul flying free, while his body lay motionless in half coma. This bird was perhaps a MESSENGER telling us to be prepared…

THIS IS THE ANCIENT EGYPTIAN POEM:

“I fly up from you old man
I am not of the Earth
I am for the Sky
I have soared to the Sky as a Heron
I have kissed the Sky as a Falcon
I am the Essence of a God
I am the Son of a God – the Messenger of a God
Behold!”

IN MEMORY OF A SON

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  • maka1967

    maka1967, 7 months ago

    I don’t know what to say. I know nothing in the world can comfort you. Sometimes I think the reality is not fair, the innocent have to suffer so much. It’s heartbreaking to see the deep pain behind the gracious writing. I would like to think his soul is flying free, and his heart is happily with you…

  • frogster

    frogster, 7 months ago

    My heart and prayers go out to you and your son.

  • RoughDiamond

    RoughDiamond, 7 months ago

    I cannot imagine the pain of losing a child. I am a mother and my heart aches for you. Hugs to you. x

  • HELUA

    HELUA in reply to maka1967’s comment, 7 months ago

    Thank you, Zhao, for writing so empathically! It gives me comfort, it helps me. Thank you again! And I know that he is near me, always.

  • HELUA

    HELUA in reply to frogster’s comment, 7 months ago

    Thank you! Your answer helps comfort me…

  • HELUA

    HELUA in reply to RoughDiamond’s comment, 7 months ago

    Thank you so much, you do understand…

  • Altea

    Altea, 7 months ago

    The Ancient Egyptians understood death and how the soul soars and becomes all there is. Find your inner peace with the Heron and know that what you are thinking is true.

  • HELUA

    HELUA in reply to Altea’s comment, 7 months ago

    Thank you!!

  • RichardV

    RichardV, 7 months ago

    Many thanks for sharing this with us.

  • HELUA

    HELUA in reply to RichardV’s comment, 7 months ago

    You are most welcome

  • Jing3011

    Jing3011, 7 months ago

    Thank you for sharing your memories and the poem.

  • HELUA

    HELUA in reply to Jing3011’s comment, 7 months ago

    I´m glad you visited my page! Thank you!

  • Jing3011

    Jing3011, 7 months ago

    I am sorry you have this pain in your life.

  • Magnetic

    Magnetic, 7 months ago

    From a smile(for your wreath story) to tears, I feel for you, I lost my sister just last august, 2007, I dont know how I can ever explain the pain, the loss, I just know she is now an angel and she is with me and my family always, and I am sure your son is with you. xx

  • HELUA

    HELUA in reply to Magnetic’s comment, 7 months ago

    They are with us every time we think of them! I know it!
    I`m sorry for your loss, though, it´s hard not to see and touch them…
    A Big hug from me!
    HELUA

  • lallymac

    lallymac, 5 months ago

    I am so sorry for your loss Helua but also glad that you found some comfort in this poem. May peace abound in your life.

  • HELUA

    HELUA in reply to lallymac’s comment, 5 months ago

    Thank you Lallymac, for your blessing! I ´m grateful for your kind comment.

  • Leena  Hedman

    Leena Hedman, 5 months ago

    What a heavy heart you have to bear, having to let go of your precious child’s hand. The separation is so very painful, but only temporary. He’s in a wonderful sleep, where no pain or worry can touch him, waiting for to be awakened soon. Imagine how you’ll feel when you see him again, healthier and stronger than ever, full of joy!
    I wish you peace and comfort.

  • HELUA

    HELUA in reply to Leena Hedman’s comment, 5 months ago

    Thanks for your comforting words !!!

  • Lori Peters

    Lori Peters, 3 months ago

    What a lovely poem. I have no doubt that God speaks to us through nature and many other things. You are such a wonderful person. I am so very sorry, Helua. You are in my thoughts and prayers. All my love, Lori.

  • HELUA

    HELUA in reply to Lori Peters’s comment, 3 months ago

    You are a loving friend, Lori, thank you so much !!!

  • George Swann

    George Swann, 3 months ago

    It must be sad beyond belief for a parent to lose a child. Love to you Helua.

  • HELUA

    HELUA in reply to George Swann’s comment, 3 months ago

    Thank you, George, for your kindness. It was a hard experience,
    am grateful to have had him for those years…

  • tomg

    tomg, about 1 month ago

    I feel your sorrow Helua, it is a hard thing to lose a child. We lost our son in a traffic accident just 4 days after his 18th birthday. That was 20 years ago now, but it is still painful. You will always have your wonderful memories and believe me that helps a great deal …

  • HELUA

    HELUA in reply to tomg’s comment, about 1 month ago

    Thank you, Tom! You do know what it is like!!! So sorry for your loss!
    For me it´s 2 1/2 years now, and still the lingering sadness comes
    back easily… Thanks for your words of comfort, I´ll think about what you said!

  • Emily Bandru

    Emily Bandru, 23 days ago

    Thank you for your writing HELUA. I empathize with your loss. I have little words at the moment, many blessings to you, Emily

  • HELUA

    HELUA in reply to Emily Bandru’s comment, 23 days ago

    Thank you, Emily!!! It means a lot to me, your kindness!!!

  • Glenna Walker

    Glenna Walker, 16 days ago

    Oh Helua, I do feel your pain as I to lost a son. I had twin sons and one was very ill at birth. Joshua never came home from the hospital, he was born on May 27, 1987 and died June 29, 1988. Joshua was only 13 months old. He is now my angel in heaven. Whenever I see a butterfly fly by or a hawk flies over, I think of him. I am so sorry for the loss of your son. Many prayers and blessings to you Helua :)

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