It took a week
A whole week in the Boot,
To really get it.
I said “it’s all good,
it is happening to slow me down,
I need to listen to the Energies”.
Well, today it happened,
On my 36th lap of the pool,
I started swimming for glory
Joy filled my entire being,
sweeping over me,
in a wash on this 36th lap,
a break through I would call it, then instantaneously my mind kicked in and started to question this feeling,
is this endorphins? typical mind and Maya shit,
I saw it in an instant,
And rose above this and understood.
I could not stop smiling
water filled my goggles,
I tried to hold a straight face,
so I swam with joy filling, brimming through the very Essence of my Being.
It was the Ahah” moment one gets,
when one becomes it,
In the Moment, In the Now.
Now I feel it quite plainly,
The struggle against the mind’s madness is at end,
The judgments and boundaries continually place upon myself, on how this should be or not.
Embrace the boot,
embracing the boot,
I gave myself the boot!
By Heidi Jamuna, 15th May 2009
when one really listens to ones journey the Truth appears, the mind constantly watches and questions keeps you in the Maya