Mantra for the Soul
Another Rondeau form poem i wrote last year, meant to heal the guilty soul. So many of us feel guilt, whether warrented or not.
Guilt is a terrible burden, so I wrote this to try to remember when the everything of the world keeps trying to drag me down.
Mantra for the Soul belongs to the following groups:
! Creative Writing & Poetry !, "Poetry and Beautiful Women" , All Out Emotion, Core [C.O.R.E], Creative, Talented, and Unknown, Everyday Life, Insomniacs and Other Night Crawlers, Light In The Darkness, Masterpieces: Literary Workshop, Pleasure & Pain, The Art of Pain, The beauty of poetry, Up & Coming Writers and WMGForgive yourself for all you’ve done,
for wrongs that made you long to run,
when hate became your saving grace,
when light grew dark upon your face,
when all you tried became undone…
When strength was lost and weakness won,
for all the times you’ve blocked out sun
from shining in a needy space,
forgive yourself.
For all the times their love was shunned,
when words were anger’s formless gun,
when hearts you broke could not replace
the fear inside that set your pace,
when you feel like the only one,
Forgive yourself.
© Kristin Reynolds 2008
lupa
awesome K. Am favouriting this so I can always come back to be reminded…....x
Kristin Reynolds replied
Thanks, Lupa :) you are such a beautiful gift. :) love, K
veritasunsaid
your local stalker is back!!:)
and is impressed on a whole new level;
This piece, apart from being beautiful yet again, descibes perfectly the last 7 months of my life.
Thankyou for saying what i never could
Kristin Reynolds replied
Hey, V, you can stalk me anytime, your comments make me light up. :) thank you so much. Boy, I know how it goes…everyone feels guilt, but sometimes it just rises to whole new levels of self torture. shine on, my brother, love, Kristin X
jim marshal
awesome work my friend. I can relate to guilt on the level of Prometheus, he tried to do something good for people and take the fire from the gods to warm them and then he was punished for 100 years or so. In my personal spiritual journey I have felt guilt like this, I have dared to ask for something more out of life instead of just being content with what every other person swallows, and have felt sometimes like I’ve been punished bigtime by taking that step too far. So I guess that is a kind of guilt. Guilty because I don’t just take the copper coins I’m given and feel “grateful”, I’m always the idiot who says “where’s the gold?”. And that sometimes makes you terribly vulnerable. Your old life has died but your new one has not begun, so you wait like Promethus chained to a rock until the gods decide to let you go. And in that long dark uncertain period you feel fear and GUILT that you took the step in the first place when others don’t even bother trying. I’m rambling, but that is what your poem evoked in me. Thanks Kristin, and I forgive myself tonight.
(i loved your line “I put the her in hermit” lol)
Kristin Reynolds replied
Thank you, Jim, I really appriciate that. :)
You know, there is a reason for the saying, “No good deed goes unpunished” and it is so true, hense poor Prometheus and his tale.
_I have dared to ask for something more out of life instead of just being content with what every other person swallows, and have felt sometimes like I’ve been punished bigtime by taking that step too far. _ same here, exactly. but that is what, as Gurdjieff would call, “the Work” is all about. once you cross the border of ignorance and SEE the void, the expanse outside one’s prison, there IS no going back. you can either keep moving forward, or writhe amongst the chaos (and this is where chapel perilous comes in) which is 100 fold if you try to excape the unescapable of which you have already dipped your fingers into…nope. they will not let you go.
so forward it is. and it is not easy.
thanks for your insights, J, they are always welcome and food for my brain. :) I’m glad you liked it. love, K
jim marshal
I agree with you totally. However I would say just for the record that Gurdjieff’s methodology is not the only way to “awaken”. If a suffering person went to the Dalai Lama he would get quite a different treatment to if he went to Gurdjieff. And how do we say who is the more enlightened spiritual teacher? We cannot because they are made of the same human starstuff but they express light differently. So it is with the “all and everything”, if one can’t see that this is also just a morsel of the ALL then it does no good in my opinion. Gurdjieff, Jesus, Osho, John Lennon, Mother Teresa, Ghandi, Einstein, Shakespeare, Jimi Hendrix, Yogananda, Woody Allen…. all mystics who show different paths. The important thing is to know what you are made of. If you are a lizard, no good trying to be a donkey or a cat.
Kristin Reynolds replied
And again, i agree totally. :) I’m with ya. I still must say though, that once one sees, there is no unseeing…it’s like a window opened up that can never be closed; know what i mean?
love that you put in Jimi and woody. right on, man. :) so meany excellent teachers out there…cheers, my like-minded friend. K
Leda D
this is fantastic, there are a lot of times i need to remind myself of this. every time i am down on myself now i will come back and read this piece :)
Kristin Reynolds replied
Thanks, hun! yes, I was the one who needed reminding, that’s why i posted this today. :) Love, K
raymondoantonio
WELL THIS LION KNOWS THAT YOU HAVE LEARNED THE ART OF MOVING ON…AND THAT THERE IS NONE GOOD SAVE GOD…BLAH BLAH…I LOVE IT!!!! ERGO THOU ROCKEST!!
Kristin Reynolds replied
LOL Ergo, thou rockest…yes, thou also rockest, my prince! lol thanks, amn, love your comments! :) love, K
LamondofCowal
Kirsten, you seem to have an inate ability to tap into common threads that run among all human hearts. Threads dark and bright.
Kristin Reynolds replied
Wow, that’s a real compliment, thank you so much. :) i’m loving your comments. :) Love, K
JasmineLove
All is healed when we are able to forgive ourselves!!! Jasmine xo
Kristin Reynolds replied
Yes, indeed. :) thanks J! Love, K
Cassidy JK (Ra...
Really nicely written expression of what we all forget too easily.
Kristin Reynolds replied
Yup, In fact, i had to post this for myself today, for that very reason. :)
Reynaldo
yes but first you must give others, for in doing that you become whole and then forgive yourself and love yourself first….... that you may be able to love and forgive others for in this long life that is a bink of an eye we cross paths with so many beautiful and not so beautiful….. an angry souls, that look for venges from a past life…...those are the souls you forgive first, and in doing SO, you have forgiven yourself and you soul will be at peace no matter who doesnt forgive YOU!
Kristin Reynolds replied
Indeed. it took me many, many dark black years to forgive the man who ruined my life (or so i thought back then…) and so many others…so much pain…but forgiving him was the GREATEST gift I ever gave myself. :) thank you, love, K
Erika .
oh this is beautiful, so full of light. Thank you for sharing this.
Kristin Reynolds replied
thanks, E. :) love, me! lol poet, didn’t know it. hardy-har-har. lol
gretchen .
peaceful, straight up expression. when words were anger’s formless gun is my favourite line. great writing sister. xox
Kristin Reynolds replied
That’s my fave line, too. words, as we live and breath..thank you! K
skinnyman
love this krstin, speaks loudly, forgive yourself is the hardest thing :)
Kristin Reynolds replied
Yes, it really is. thanks, S-man, love, K
skinnyman
oops sorry for the name shortening. Kristin
Kristin Reynolds replied
No sweat: I’m typo queen! lol
Ty Beach
yes… I will try… (I felt this speaking directly to me… even though you don’t know me) I loved it!
Kristin Reynolds replied
Wow, that’s awesome. that’s the poet’s dream…thanks, Ty. love, K
happyfeet5
Oh, you are so right, sometimes there is a guilt of some kind that we have to deal with and have to let go. Sometimes we ask for forgiveness, but for that you have to forgive yourself first. Thanks for sharing this one.
Kristin Reynolds replied
Thank you for reading. :)
cosimopiro 29 days ago
Self forgiveness….a difficult one to comment on Kristin…..I know it requires a deep search to unearth what is generally buried so deep by guilts long spade….I know it requires a strong fearless heart to face what is generally percieved as a failing in one’s soul…..have we/I the capacity to forgive oneself. I know we/I have the capacity to accept our/my wrongdoings as being part of our/my journey…is that the same thing? In most cases we/I can forgive others…is that an extension of us/me being able to forgive ourselves…..Good write Kristin, certainly got me thinking (as if I needed that lol). xoxo
Kristin Reynolds replied 27 days ago
yes, indeedy. to all your pondering, Cos. it’s not easy. none of it. it took me years to forgive others…not sure if I’ve taken my own pem to heart as of yet. :)
xo
bill bell 29 days ago
Well said K-Bird :) keep flying on this flightless bird in the oven give thanks eat too much stuffin you ate my piece of ham thanks for nuthin I think I’ll slap your hand kind of family love and lump em day :)))
Kristin Reynolds replied 27 days ago
lol ha! you can keep your stinkin ham, my full friend…bleck! Turkey’s where it’s at, yo!
xo lol thanks, hun.
danielklaas 29 days ago
Wonderfully done.
Kristin Reynolds replied 27 days ago
Thank you, Daniel. :)
Dwayne Boyd 29 days ago
Hey K,
This one shows me that there sure is a lot to be thankful for. Your ability to shed the light of truth on a situation that requires self awareness is amazing. Peace to you and yours.
Kristin Reynolds replied 27 days ago
Thank you so much for this heartfelt comment, Dwayne, really, that means a whole lot. :)
Peace to you and yours as well.
Trenchtownrock 29 days ago
In the process my friend..thank you for this lovely lady.
Kristin Reynolds replied 27 days ago
me, too. thank you as well, friend. xo
Vasile Stan 29 days ago
Blessed be your soul (and I know it is) for Ever. Your source of faith and wisdom is the One…
now I’ll go out and breathe deeply the quiet of all and everything seen and unseen as indicated… I’ll see you there.
Kristin Reynolds replied 27 days ago
Thank you, Stan! I love that about you….you always know just what to say.
So? How was your breathing, hmm? did you see me on the opposite end of the field? I was the one with my arms in the air and eyes closed, breathing in and out the sun.
:)
LucifersChic 29 days ago
lovely piece.. will try forgiving myself tho.. xoxo..
Kristin Reynolds replied 27 days ago
all we can do is try until it actually happens. I’m still in the process, too. :) thank you.
Del Millar 28 days ago
Lovely oxo
Kristin Reynolds replied 27 days ago
Thanks, Del .:)
t-fourlee 28 days ago
RE:JOICING.Sheading worldly things,for it’s a new hour.Many thankyou’s to you.(o:
Kristin Reynolds replied 27 days ago
every minute is a new hour; and every hour can last a lifetime.
I actually wrote a little cinquain about rejoicing everything, negative and positive. it hurts at times, but that’s just the way…
thank you xo
Charma Chircop 28 days ago
This poem is a healer,,yes sometimes we make mistakes and before we make peace with our regrets and failures we cant move on..your poetry a gem.to my favs—Charma:)
Kristin Reynolds replied 27 days ago
exactly, Charma! you got it, baby. :) thank you so much, you are so sweet. xoxo
bluewhite 28 days ago
Very good advice! I take it to heart! Thanks for this well written reminder.
Kristin Reynolds replied 27 days ago
thanks, Lin, I am reminded here every day from kind folks like you all. xo
WorldizaHustle 28 days ago
kudos! thanks for reminding me :-)
Kristin Reynolds replied 27 days ago
likewise my dear! :)