lost to me

i see her sitting there
she looks real
she’s looking at me
she expects something from me
can i give it to her?
can i give it from my heart?
or will i just go through the motions
fulfill the obligation
treat her the way they treated me….
will i look at her one day
and see all the lost opportunity?
will i wish she was gone so i could be
who i thought i was meant to be?
and who exactly would that be?
that is what they did to me
i never forgave them
how could i ever expect her to forgive me?
no
better she never come to be
but she has already come to be
better for her
but not for me
i love everything about her
but together we can’t be
better she remain lost to me
better for her
but not for me

  • Lyndy

    Lyndy 18 days ago

    Wow, she is in you and you in her, very powerful emotive write L:))XX

  • greeneyedlady replied 15 days ago

    most of it just popped out…..thanks for your support, lyndy!

  • MichaelTravis

    MichaelTravis 17 days ago

    This is a true write of reality and hard to come to terms with.I try to let them go.
    Nice writing my dear. MMMMMMMMMMMMMWA! :)

  • greeneyedlady replied 15 days ago

    yes, i know i have to do that too….i am trying…..

  • littlestmonkey

    littlestmonkey 16 days ago

    Very thought provoking…..very sad…..thanks for sharing this with us:))

  • greeneyedlady replied 15 days ago

    and thank you for always being there with something comforting to say, maureen :)

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