Hear me, feel me, see me,heal me.

I dreamt of you l o n g before we met…

Do you hear me and my w h i s p e r s?
Perhaps you don’t hear me at a l l ?
I want to believe everything is going to work out just f i n e,
Is that the o p t i m i s t in me ?
We are shaping our p r e s e n t and f u t u r e
With every t h o u g h t and d e e d.

Why do you try to d e s t r o y the love
Growing i n s i d e of me?
Turn your back, when I try to e m b r a c e you?
I a c c e p t all that you are, that h u r t s
They say love b i t e s,
It also chews you a p a r t
And s p i t s you out…

Do you f e e l me?

I see your h o p e s and f e a r s,
You r p a s t and p r e s e n t
Your d a r k n e s s and l i g h t,
I still b e l i e v e in us
Even when I saw you with someone e l s e
I believe were thinking of m e.
I make no j u d g e m e n t, yet it hurts to the core.

How can I know what it is to walk in your s h o e s?
I can only imagine…
I felt the f i r e w o r k s of joy in your head
After making love outside.
Have you felt my obliterating t e a r s
As I witness you as the Babylon whore?

Do you s e e me?

Do you feel my p a i n? She is the sister of p l e a s u r e
Commune with the Go d d e s s
She lives within your l o v e r s
Breaking them is breaking her.

H e a l me and I shall h e a l you.

We met for a purpose,
I know partly m a g i c a l,
Thanks for the pure magic we’ve shared,
It still echoes still on the landscape of the Su m m e r l a n d s.
May we learn to become w h o l e and to f l y,
Brave enough to be both friends and lovers.


Amanda Gazidis

Hear me, feel me, see me,heal me. by

This is for a recent lover who I have am developing deep feelings for, but has hurt me lately and himself…

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About Amanda Gazidis

I am a poet, illustrator and photographer.I am currently writing and illustrating my own books (Love Tree Books) My website is; www.amandagazidis.com.I seek out the beauty and wonder of life in celebration,ever embracing, opening my heart to experience.This is reflected in my work.

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Comments

  • Joe O'Connor
    Joe O'Connor3 months ago

    Excellent Amanda

  • Thanks so much Joe, it was very releasing to write this!

    – Amanda Gazidis

  • autumnwind
    autumnwind3 months ago

    Oh Amanda, I’m sorry. Feeling your hurt so deeply. Hope things change for the better…and it is none of my business, but be careful…be strong and do what you feel you need to. Sending hugs, shar XOXOXXOXXOXOXOXO

  • Oh thank you dear one.I felt very upset, but my emotions have very much shifted since I wrote this and am moving into a space of forgiveness and deep acceptance and unconditional love.What a journey emotions take us on. You are the sweetest.As artists we must express all our emotions.Bless you and Thanks do much from the bottom of my heart for your concern xxxxxxxxxxx

    – Amanda Gazidis

  • Melodyone
    Melodyone3 months ago

    Amanda, I feel you and your heart aching in this write.
    It takes courage and certain love to remain open during such a time.
    I know you are Infinite Love… and wondrously brave. My love to you, dear friend. xox

  • Oh sweetheart, thanks for recognizing my hurt and pain, it has been a difficult time but I’m not the first to suffer heartbreak and not the last.Yes, I know we are indeed infinite love and can connect and dissolve into this.Strangely, I feel released and full of love, happiness and light now.Your comment was so touching, many thanks beautiful!! Xxxxx

    – Amanda Gazidis