girlinthestars

I find myself
Far away
Under a no light
Under the no moon
But neath a distended
Ambiance
A custom, I suppose
For I come back
Mostly on those nights
No one would believe it is me …

The forest trees felt like my Father
Leading me away from pain
But for the breakage of my heart
I felt it more than just the same

I heard dried leaves upon the ground
And turned to …

Midnight
Rose your shadow
To kiss me dark and
Cool and I took it
Eloquently upon the
Switch of off
Within the nightlight –on
Black liquid dressed
Such blankness in ecstasy
Pressing…

I have almost left this town many times
I have packed my bags full of
Everything I see, except to leave one bit of me
On the window sill for you to find
To press against your heart and won…

We shall not cool our minds
We shall let them move hotly
Just as they wish to be
Though the tide is
Everything changing
The birds adore
The sea

We shall not cool our minds
From al…

I wore you last Saturday night
Around my neck
Open – click shut
Open – click shut
Looking down at you often
Then all around at those who would be you
If I let them
As they try to …

I see you there
Watching some sort
Of nothing
And I know you have
Troubled lips
Come love, let us kiss
That all away

You turn slowly to me
And there is one bit missing
A kin…

I open up my
Eyes amidst the
Pastel stream of
Light
I put that same
Song on
Yes, that song again
Swinging my hair up
Inside the draft of
Loneliness
Slipping on the dress tha…

Hold me now
I need you as most as
I ever have
Guard me, masculine love
As strong as I ever aspired to
Connect to
Tug the sky down
Drape it over me
I want indigo and light
To pre…

This is not all, love
This is not our end
We shall see more life
As the road can bend
I shall clutch your hands
You shall hold my face
We shall kiss like scripts
In a sunlit place
…

I feel you near, my love
Like promises stolen from
My palms as I shake the
Beatific residue
For it is not ok to be here
Within just remnants of you
No cover can hide my dithering smil…

Running through the break of us
I will get there, soon
My faint breath shall not dictate rest
New air can sift through doom
I can see you standing still
Sense my mind – remain
These…

Here is this dim girl, world
Here she is
Once bright with phrases that
Humored you
She rests, now, in slow turns
Of sorrow
There are butterflies above her
Waving to roads that she
Ca…

I did not want to let you go
Like an unmapped land
Away

But as I had patience for your
Words
You had nothing right to
Say

I did not want to remember you
As a dagger to my voice
…

What sadness I have
For those debating You
As nothing-ness
Questioning their soul, so poor
I can not begin to win on
Such defiance
I feel no enemies
Speaking of Your name
But in the …

Lasting, lasting light
Blinding me with
His cruel speech
Though it was not
The cruel
I had wished
It would be
To only make sense of my
Leaving

Distant locked doors
Resonating…

Hair brushes packed with
With vintage
Tees
Pictures that should
Never be seen
No one but you thinks
They’re as funny
As me

Valentines tied
Such words ring clear
Undernea…

Though you taught me
To trust your hands
I can not see them the same
Now that they are to blame
For longing in despair

And when this firefly lit summer
Dims into frozen
Gravel
You …

Aqua rides
Inside my eyes
Then changing
To tangerine
Like summer days
When sidewalks
Felt like roads to
Nowhere and everywhere
As I loved you
Always you
And I could still be
…

If light becomes our
Distance
Then I shall dance
Aglow
Until you are
The other side of my
Twirl

If darkness is my
Without you
Then I shall sleep
With your depth
Awaiting y…