I remember a time when I would dance till 3:00am, I loved hearing the beat and letting the music take over my soul, my kids ask me to teach them to dance, I say I dont know how to dance, they always say yes you do mom. What do I tell them? Well I tell them exactly how I do it, I say close your eyes, feel the beat, not just hear it, but feel it deep within your soul, and when you have that feeling just let it take over.
Now I cant dance, not for lack of doing, or lack of trying, its just to much, how you ask, I really cant say, Fibromyalgia doesnt care that you may have enjoyed something at one time or another, it doesnt discriminate nor does it care that you just wanna be able to do what you used to even if its for just one moment.
My life has change so drastically since this disease has taken over my body, but dancing was the one thing, the one thing, that I so loved to do, although I can still hear the music, even when there is nothing playing, I will cherish the things that I am capable of doing right now…..
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