No longer lonely~
i was about to go to sleep, when these words came to mind, and i decide to write them down~
what is friendship? are friends people for you to make use of? are friends people whom you seek to hear their misery and therefore feel better for yourself?
what is family? can you succeed without a supportive family? can you live with their scorns?
i better go to sleep..
What does it feels like to have a supportive family?
One that believes in you and encourages you when you’re down..
One that cheers and rejoice when you’ve succeed and made a sale..
What does it feels like to have friends..
who only seek you for help or favors,
who wants to know your pain or misery to feel better for themselves?
What does it feels like to have friends..
who throws you away like a broken doll once they’ve found someone better..
once they’ve found love..?
People called me heartless.
Asked if i was ever lonely..
i told them, i was only lonely once..
then i slowly realized no one is worth pining for,
cause i mean nothing to them in the first place.
my monster will always remind me of his hatred towards the people i love.
i am no longer lonely.
lilgem4u
Really good friends are hard to find and keep.
frozenfa replied
yea.. i think with all the networking websites, simple even simple acquaintance are being titled as friends.. Real good friends are most certainly hard to find.. n_n
Angela Harburn
Great thoughts – beautifully expressed dear Fa – I hope you are never lonely again – you have your friends on RB too – sending you mega hugs and the sweetest of dreams! xxx
frozenfa replied
eheh~ i didn’t sleep well last nite, but am feeling better today! =D
Hugs for you too, Angela! =D
gypsycaster
:O giant hugz for you Fa! You are a seriously sweet soul.
frozenfa replied
awww… thank you! i guess Tim just got the better of me last night.. lol.. n_n”
Karin Taylor
Dearest sweetest fa,
In my own mind you are like a little sweet sister
a singaporian princess who has come along out of the blue
how could i have ever know that on red bubble I was gunna meet someone like you!
you probably don’t even realise what a great impact you’ve had on me
and everyone here do you?! Even my family, around the dinner table,
we all speak of you with greatest affection…
my daughter says that I talk about you like you’re one of the family,
and that’s just really how we all feel…..i am so sorry and sad that people
have been so heartless and let you down, especially on the family side
of things….....we adopt you fa…...now you are my sister, if you accept!!
not only are you Basil’s godmother, but I would love to adopt you for
my little sister :)
I can’t say that I won’t let you down fa, because, I am human and have
so many failings, but if I did let you down, I can promise you that it would
never be to gain from you, or to hurt you in a deliberate fashion.
I don’t have many friends, only Christine here in real life, as I’m a bit of
a loner, and I get exhausted in the company of people, I am a terribly flawed
human being….but in my heart of hearts, I am loyal, and I stand by my friends….
I will stand by you, and encourage you all the way :)
Love and big enormous gigantic hugs,
from your fren across the miles,
Karin xoxo
frozenfa replied
aww.. thank you, Karin! it was mighty sweet of you! =D i guess Tim just got the better of me last night, and i couldn’t help but want to write our thoughts down.. Thank you, Karin~
i think i am most happy now to go back to the loner i was (in real life). For many, aren’t even worth being regarded as a friend. the 2 that i have, i rarely get to meet, but i always treasure for their wise words, belief in me, and encouragements. =D
thank you for being here for me, Karin! i really really thank god i’ve found you on RB, a great artist with a gentle soul.. You’re really very kind and friendly.. i’ve always regarded you as my close friend, like a sister, since we first chat on bubblemail.. hehe.. Bear Hugs for you!! =D
Krisso
Much love for you Frozenfa. Just so you know, I smile every time I look at work you post here regardless of what kind of mood I’m in. That’s a damn fine tallent.
The short answer is yes, we can succeed at anything we want to and you I think will go far! Big hugs. xox
frozenfa replied
with Tim in me, guess i won’t get lonely for long.. i’ll always know that i have great frens here in RB who likes his twisted sense of humor! =D Thank you, Krisso! am so glad i can make you smile.. =) Thank you for believing in me.. hehe.. hugs~ XD
Midori Furze
Biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
frozenfa replied
awwww…... huuuuuuuuuuuuugs for you, Midori!! =D
thank you~ n_n