At Heaven's Gate
Don’t wanna post a writing, as i’m not really a writer.. so i’d post this as a journal instead.. It’s kinda like a lyric.. Inspired by a malay song, Di Pintu Mahligai (At the Palace’s Gate), by an old malay band, iklim.
Wrote this 9 Sep 2006.. i dedicated this to a friend i’ve lost, Brown .. 
At Heaven’s Gate
My world turn silent,
Since the day you left.
And the pain is killing me slowly,
Each time i recall the day i couldn’t find you,
And i remember the night we last met..
You were so possessive,
So unwilling to leave,
So unwilling to let me go..
You told me your fears,
I felt it, yet i brush it off..
I won’t forget your voice,
Asking me to stay..
I won’t forget the look in your eyes,
Telling me “don’t go…”
Now with my imaginary wings,
I wish i could fly over to you,
To tell you how much i love you,
To tell you how much i miss you..
I scream to the gates of heaven,
Can you hear me, my friend?
I scream for you to take me with you,
To free me from this pain..
I scream to the gates of heaven,
I need to see your face again,
I need to hear your voice again,
To tell me that everything is alright,
That you’ll always be here with me..
I scream to the gates of heaven,
Can you hear me, my friend?
Will you wait for me by the bridge?
I need to see you for one last time,
To tell you my love,
To tell you my goodbyes,
i miss you…
fa
red addiction
Awwww, this is so beautiful!!
frozenfa replied
thank you sweety.. i happen to read my old blog and found the entry with this.. really brings back memories and tears.. aha.. n_n”
gypsycaster
That’s truly touching. I really like it alot.
:D
frozenfa replied
thank you so much… =)
hugs..
red addiction
I would like to hear it sung. Do you sing? Do you play instruments?
frozenfa replied
hehe.. i havn’t tot of a proper melody for it.. it’s kinda different from the malay song.. (the number of words that is..)
i used to specialise in timpani in my school band.. lolz~ but i do know how to compose digital music, sorta like midi.. i guess i can come up with a music for this one day.. =) i did compose 1 song sorta for my friend too, just not for this lyric..
gypsycaster
Back atcha!
Bubble Doll
biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig massive hugs to you fa!
frozenfa replied
n_n thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ :)
Bubble Doll
another biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig massive hug!
frozenfa replied
thank you, sweety!! XD
i’m so hugging apeart’s little man too.. he’s so cute~ hehe..
brian pendrey
beautiful
frozenfa replied
thank you.. =)
Bubble Doll
i’m hugging the both of you now!
frozenfa replied
kewl~ group hug!! =D
Bubble Doll
:)
Karin Taylor
i am lost for words little fa
my heart has gone very quiet listening to your soul-song
i hear you and wish i were there
we were at some shops yesterday and i kept imagining you
walking out from a shop
seeing you, recognising your face and giving you a big hug
i’ve been thinking how lucky we are to have Basil our cat
one day i will send you a photo
you can be Basil’s aunty or godmother perhaps
as I am to my friend’s cat Monty
just like a guardian angel :)
frozenfa replied
n_n thank you, Karin! i’d love to be Basil’s godmom, tho i can’t be there physically for her.. never seen a photo of her.. maybe you can take some great shots and post it at Cat Love?
i don’t have a photo of my friend.. Just that small blur one above.. hehe.. oh well, he’s left several pawprints in my heart. am thankful enough for that.. n_n and your being a friend, tho just in the internet, is heart-warming enuff for me Karin! Thanks lots!! bear hug!!! XD
Angela Harburn
This brought tears my dear Fa – knowing that it was for your companion Brown – such amazing writing! I truely believe that the two of you will be reunited again someday – until then hold those precious memories close to your heart! xxx
frozenfa replied
n_n” thank you, angela!! =) am glad the words don’t sound funny.. is there any grammar problem? i sure hope to just meet him one last time~ then god can throw me to hell and i won’t complain. XD
Midori Furze
I am crying…............
My heart aching…........
It is beautiful, fa.
I love it.
frozenfa replied
oh Midori… arigato!! hugs =)
pinkyjain
So beautiful Fa, so sad, but still very beautiful writing
frozenfa replied
thank you so much, pinky! =)
VioDeSign
very sad and sooo moving…..
frozenfa replied
thank you Vio! =)
it’s really great to see all the nice comments here.. i was a lil worried if it was badly written.. hehe.. n_n”
Krisso
This is so beautiful, an amazing message written amazingly! Very touching.
frozenfa replied
thank you, Krisso.. n_n
MuscularTeeth
well written digital comrade in art.
frozenfa replied
thank you, MT. =)
Angela Harburn
It is perfect Fa – and very special too ! xxx
frozenfa replied
Thank you… n_n hugs..
muckypup
No, you should have made it a poem! It’s good. It should be a song
frozenfa replied
aww… thank you!! =D
love your writings too!! they’re great~! =D