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A letter to my RB Friends

Dear Friends and those that missed me :)

Just wanted to say a brief Hi and an apoligy for not being on RB for such a long time, but I have been in Hospital for the last 5 months and only just got home. Also wanted to say a special Thank you to one RB friend who has been so supported whilst I was in Hospital and I love them to bits. You know who you are and I happily post your name here, if you snet me a Bubblemail to say it is OK.

Fate through me another curve ball and I was diagnosed in May with a cancer on the Spine and spinal cord, which has left me disabled and I can not walk or even master the stairs. Meaning I am locked in my Apartment. When people talk about the beautiful weather, sounds and smells of Summer, all I have is to go to my window and the memory of summers past.

I am still getting Chemo therapy, probably to the end of October/November, and just hope for small remission from this apparent aggressive cancer.

I find it hard, not to stroll through the forests and listen to the sounds and enjoy the smells. Listening to the clicking of my camera, with a fast heart beat when I thought I caught something special. Although as all you wildlife photographers know, is not an easy task getting a great shot every time, unless you own and live in your own wildlife reserve.

My life has been turned upside down, but I will let this “nasty thing” get the better of me, but maybe posting some older shoots of everything not just wildlife on RB, that I think hs the quality worthy of RB publication, will make the withdrawal from photography initially not so difficult

Maybe, just Maybe I will get another little chance in life to be able to take up photography of wildlife again and just get a few more shots out. Enjoy the smell of the New Forest in Hampshire, UK. Maybe even being able to travel as far as Constable country or Slimbridge in/ near Gloucestershire, but that is stretching it a bit…lol Well a girl can dream right? lol

I may not be able to answer any comments you may make on my work, or answer and bubblemail at hyper speed, but I will come on-line when pain management allows me too.

I love you all and thank you from the depth of my heart for all you support whilst I have been on RB and all your wonderful comments which I deeply cherished.

My heart is with all of you
CeeJay

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Just a letter to my RB friends now and in the future

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  • artisandelimage
    artisandelimageabout 2 years ago

    so sorry to learn about your heath issues. I can relate to the feelings as I underwent in 2011 a major open heart surgery and it took me months before I could slightly resume my photographic explorations. my best wishes go to you in hope of a significant betterment as soon as possible.
    francis.

  • Francis, your kind words have touched me in such times and I will draw from the strength you have shown with your own suffering

    – ©FoxfireGallery / FloorOne Photography

  • Dawn M. Becker
    Dawn M. Beckerabout 2 years ago

    Hello? You’re home? You didn’t even call??? The nerve!!! LOL…
    CALL ME!!!!

  • Hi lil buddy, I will call you my morning tomorrow I am to tired tonight, hope you understand. Speak to you real soon

    – ©FoxfireGallery / FloorOne Photography

  • Dawn M. Becker
    Dawn M. Beckerabout 2 years ago

    P.S. I can so relate to not be able to walk far…hugs to you my buddy!!! :o)

  • I know you can sing a song , write a poem and a Novel on the subject. I recall your pains when you where here. We talk about it your evening, my morning

    – ©FoxfireGallery / FloorOne Photography

  • Franco De Luca Calce
    Franco De Luca...about 2 years ago

    Sorry to hear your news I sincerely wish you a speedy recovery and my best wishes :)

  • Thank you Franco, for your kind thoughts, but sadly a total recover is likely not going to happen. I can only hope of hoping for a max lifespan of 5 years from now, if I am really lucky.. It does not matter if these short years, no matter if it is going to be one or five if they hold some quality and the love and support of my friends and not so friendly people I know :)

    – ©FoxfireGallery / FloorOne Photography

  • Sherri     Nicholas
    Sherri Nic...about 2 years ago
    How can I say, I am so feeling bad for you…believe me when I say my prayers go out to you..We Are all family here at Redbubble and I believe we worry about it each…I will pray for your pain and the chemo helps it all go away…I can relate in away..Ceejay, two years ago I had a tumor in my spinal cord.. talken out I I was lucky it could have been leftt paralyned..it wasn’t cancerous…I so wish you all the best…

    Sherri.

  • Christina Backus
    Christina Backusabout 2 years ago

    I am so very sorry to hear your news! My best wishes for your recovery and management of the process. I know how hard it is from family experience. God bless. x

  • AnnieSnel
    AnnieSnelabout 2 years ago

    Sorry to hear your news my friend, I sincerely wish you a speedy recovery. My best wishes♥
    Greetings from Holland, Annie

  • Betsy  Seeton
    Betsy Seetonover 1 year ago

    I just emailed you. I’ve been off RB for a long time and just recently posted a few images. You’ve been on my mind so many times over the year. I thought I would see you on FB. I kept thinking I wanted to check in with you and now .. to hear this. I’m devastated. I hope to hear from you soon …

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