As I sit and look at this picture I get the feeling there is something missing
As the echos of such silent whispers fill me ears I can’t deny there is no mistakeing
A chill flows through my bones as I moan and in my mind I’m wishing
The feeling has left and my many regrets has left me hear waiting

Patiently I have slept for the moment I would feel well
Yet it seems not only fate has cast a spell
I can’t help but think and for these thoughts I seem unwell?
Mabey I am as the others kiss and tell

The question asked still unanswered have you felt the way I feel
Hopelessly wishing time would rewind and stand still
And still whispers of hope seem the anger and saden me at once
For in my mind they seem to be taunts

My memories haunt and haunt, taunt and taunt
And most are still so plesant
In longing for the thing I want
I always loose my presence

Can you blame me I’ve received many answers
I’m never too calm I smoke and dream of cancer
Leaving some since of my well being behind I stride to show a light
When in the presence of my thoughts my aura shines bright

What you see is what you get but my vision haunts me
I am half awake and still when awake some people don’t see
One day they may see things the way I have
I don’t really know if they will its on you to choose a path

The life you lead chatches up to you be aware of your past
LOVE and Peace to all as for this poem you do the math