I am a wondering traveller with a fixed perspective that I keep trying to move by moving myself.
I am unfit and yet I continue to run.
I write for myself.. if that brings someone else pleasure then all the better.. but it’s not my aim.. I write to empty my soul, to explore my head and to discover my heart.

  • Age: 33
  • Joined: December 2007

Journal

listing it

Having recently packed up my life to move back across the world and home again, I got into a habit of making lists. I have always liked to make lists, adding almost superfluous tasks just to enjoying crossing them off. Also often losing a list and rewriting it numerous times. When I shop I always make a list, and although I will have usually lost it, it will be imprinted on my mind as I peruse th…
Posted over 6 years – Leave a comment

reflection

It has taken me a long time / but I think I have finally realised / I am lonely. / I have been denying it, telling myself I was happy, finding fulfillment in what I was doing. / But I’m not. / However, I also came to the relisation that this is ok. Because I do spend a lot of time alone I am taking much better care of myself. I’m not so quick to make excuses. I am not caught up in th…
Posted almost 9 years – 1 comments

from the rooftops

when everything has been getting me down / and i’ve been bluer than blue can be (and not just due to lack of sunlight) / a little spark / a little something / a baby girl – my goddaughter – born today / now, i just want to run into the streets and sing / stand on my rooftop and yell ( potentially dangerous as I am clumsy) / go out barefoot on the grass and twirl and twirl and tw…
Posted almost 9 years – 1 comments

I love nothing days

Today was a nothing day, but the best nothing day / Filled with nothingness, but oh so funny / My English room mate and I thought we’d benefit from the unusual English sun.. so we ate our picnic on the balcony amongst our rolling cigarette butts.. / we have watched way too much Britain’s got talent (although clearly not in Blackpool!) / We’ve had the local barman abuse his fre…
Posted almost 9 years – 6 comments
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