Remember When~
The road to finding oneself after destruction takes time~ I have yet unable to find those parts of me I fear, forever are lost~
Remember when?
You asked how someone like me could love someone like you
A gentle tender, loving kind man~ then
You were full of sweetness and loving care expressed in all you did
How could anyone have ever denied
I thought you were genuinely so…very kind.
My heart loved love and thought you were a gift I had received.
I honestly could see and feel past the ~man everyone else could see.
A heart with scars leaving a black hurt such cold emptiness roamed inside.
His heart so heavy in pain I could fee as it touched my heart tears I cried.
I carry with me a gift to heal especially when those close and I love
Like a magnet you were to my heart I thought is this destiny’s plan
Comforting feelings inside of me grew the closer bonding me and you
Scary as It always felt as we were together forever but in long ago time
Our feelings strong and felt so right~ a bonding existed but in a past life
Goosebumps still rise to think and remember such a time~
Some things you never forget they are forever sealed, filed in the mind.
He gave to my heart happiness I never had known and pain that wont go
Our love I thought would wipe all the remnants of bad his heart has grown
I knew this was something we had to share and he could never do all alone
Remember when?
His slate clean and with me you could start over feeling love again
True and deep love I gave purpose to you with me you were complete
Heartache disappointments such sadness you gave, my tears endless
You kept pulling me in selfishly~ when you could have let me go
A thoughtless torture to my heart with your vows of love for me even now
In breaking my spirit you poked fun shattering my heart filled with love
Naïve to believe in love and in real dreams ~ you erased every dream
Remember when?
The love you spoke and whispered to me were they were all make believe
Nothing was ever real Not as it seemed life with you more than a sneeze
Reality pinched hard and woke me from my Faery Tale sleep scene
And you kept filling my head with reasons why I still in you should believe
Long this trail of destruction you left for me to carry inside
My life and who I was you took leaving me with your emptiness behind
You consumed my dreams for building together life we were to have in time.
Dreams lost forever for them I seek they are gone I’ve tried
Remember when?
You saying to me~ “If something is too good to true it usually is”
You and me I did believe~ even when it did seem to good to be true..
The laughter we shared ~ were you really laughing at me
Masking the real person you hide from me faking even love now I see Knowing all along the future promised would never come to pass
Your heart I didn’t hold and never was given the chance
Bind to see your love for me was not real and would not last
Remember when?
Reminding me how much you loved & needed me to be a part of you
Raindrops kissed and bounced off the light of a full moon
We stood wrapped together under a lovers moon~ glue to me you.
Stars visible and sparkling bright in that night’s sky
Your passions combined with mine our bond strong the bind
We did not want to be apart we were together day and night.
You burned your place in my heart as the words you spoke
I was the one you had been waiting for all of your life
Those are the memories my mind can not leave or set free
I fell in a trap you left for me your love hypnosis will not leave
Vowing you will always be a part of me never to be freed
You caught my heart and I trusted you completely
The Wait for our time patient and slow~
I felt in the end everything that worried you would surely go
Real love is so sacred its meaning special core through bone
I believed you when you said everything will be better soon to show
Pondering thoughts of worry cluttered puzzling at times my mind
Without understand then fits of angers vent given to me at times
Remember when?
Holding me so tightly close and breathing deep content I was yours
I was your angel with a heart bright giving you way to see light
Stating how lucky and swore I’d been sent to save a dark knight
Unconditional love and willingness to share really is all I had
I could not or would not be eaten by a world filled with so much sad. In my arms you felt ease and belonged with me~ calming the mad.
My heart must be made of gold and you adored my kind, caring soul.
Happiness found the door on your past that broke your good mold.
I kept waiting and waiting as time kept passing and waved goodbye
The time never came for us and our time a promised beginning of life
Sadness fills my heart to think of those words etched in my mind
A mockery of me and foolish my heart for thinking you were mine.
I feel in love with a man seen in hindsight bearing no truth inside~
Blind eyes to an unkind soul and our love an hourglass out of time.
Everything for love
Nothing ever turned out all right,
The price for belief suffering and dignity loss
Missing the parts of my heart forever I have lost
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