Ena Lü

This has been a big year in so many ways, so much change, and re-structuring. I am glad that I gave myself the space to feel, notice, absorb
all the different processes of grief, attachment, separation and really come
to some ground about how I want to live my life. There really is no way to describe this journey. I am blessed to have some very very dear friends, and
to be part of a spiritual community and teachers, that have supported me
so that my heart can heal, breathe and stretch into new ways of accepting.

Just recently I have been aware of an old story/pattern of being that is flaring
up resistance before I leave for Europe.It is about really trusting myself, and knowing that my own guidance system has been actively serving me since I was a small child. I recognise that I am different now, that
the change is cellular, energetic and soul based and SO can no longer make the old patterns anymore. I can’t go back. Once there is expansion
I cannot stay small anymore.

This trip means that my mother’s ashes finally go home to rest, for me it is
alot more. It means re connecting with my family, feeling the energy and dynamics of them, my land , the memories of my beginning, and hopefully
a time when I will be able to put some of my own past to rest finally.

I want this trip to be an awakening of spirit, joy and aliveness. I want to be happy. I know my mother would want me to soar like a bird, be free and
find my desires, my dreams and live them.

May this blessing return to you so that
you feel just as supported, and cared for as I do …....

Stay tuned, Two more sleeps

Love Ena xox