Ever disappointed the one who’s close to you?
Made up your mind that it would never be you?
Did something remorseful, quietly regrettable,
Silently wishing it was suitably eatable.
Tried to escape the thoughts who overflowed your mind,
Only to create disapproved wonderings of what sadness is.
To feel the need to escape by some other means
Hurting like a mother/child bond lacking parallel genes.
The upside-down smile who lies upon your face
The one who never used to be around
Currently sits as a constant piece to your physique
It fits together only with two downhearted eyes
Its only when I’m in the presence of you
Behind the required happiness my frown saunters
Of something that should be right,
But is all put on, even during the loneliness of the night
Trying to convince myself I’m in high spirits
Not exactly working like the new PS3
Did something stupid, hoping for a new boost of steam
Keyword stupid, now wishing it was just a dream.
i tend to write in the middle of the night.
those thoughts that just wont let you rest till you get them out.