Ever felt so sad..
For a life that isn’t yours,
Everything appears in tears,
Feels hidden behind closed doors.
Something strange, unexpected raises your spirits,
Butterflies blending in time to the beat.
Nervous, unsure, half-smile on your face,
Excited… yet scared to meet your own defeat.
You do the right thing, just talk and chatter.
Giving in would be easy, doing right is harder.
Only a few things not to mention,
Nothing worth even a mild detention.
Things are good, cherries are sweeter,
Long time without seeing.
Another chapter adds itself to the novel,
Neither things that should be seen nor right.
Mathematics not as simple as one plus two,
Frustration plus jealousy divides delight.
tough, confusing point in my life.