elizabethrose05

hey all you redbubblers!
how are you all?
im doing okay!
i was bored, so i thought i’d come on here and rant, because… i can =]
im not sure what i want to rant about… but eh… who needs a reason!

FRIENDS- well, okay, i have these two friends. i guess i concider them to be “fish-bowl” friends. you know, the type that you have no choice but to be friends with them? anyway, i used to be really close friends with them, but lately it seems as if they have completely changed. i dont know how to explain it, its like they’re trying to be people they’re not. it really annoys me that people can’t create their own style, ya know? instead of taking other peoples?! im just glad i have Josh.

JOSH- everything is perfect in this department. i could not be happier. im so glad i have Josh. sometimes i take it for granted, and i dont realise who i have as my fiance… i wish i didnt. then i realise what an amazing boy he is. how unique he is, i everyway… i love him :)

FAMILY- im not sure how i feel about this. im not liking it at home, with my mum. she’s trying to be 18. she needs to realise what she’s actually 46. she blocks out all the bad things that are happening, and tries to make everything seem okay, when deep down she knows that her life and this family is falling apart, smashing to the ground. no one knows how to get through to her.
as for my dad, he’s doing great. he has his own apartment now, but most of all he’s happy. its so relaxed at his house. when me and josh stay there, because its so chilled out, its like were getting to know each other all over again, the feelings are strong.. then when we go back to mums, its like… we’ve known each other for years and that we’re sick of each other,. i guess it’s because of all the stress and tention.

so anyway, now that i’ve said all that, i feel a bit better, not completely, but it helped.

Oh My God, the heat wave is finally over. after 15 days of over 35 degree weather, its finally cool!!!!! its awesome.

i hope everyone has a good and safe easter. and i hope everyone eats alot of chocolate….. coz we all know thats why we look forward to easter, even if you dont admit it!
maybe thats just me. . . . . ..

anyway, stay safe, happy holidaying, and yeah, live life to the fullest =]

Beth