The act was sudden..
I had been bleeding from my prison
called my mind
the earth beckoned me
the air filtered my disquiet and pain.
The body began to show me what living requires
shutting down my judgments
I then heard the sound of release
Churning like an unused engine
It seemed my own soul was exposed
what seemed to give me a feeling of wholeness
and felt more real than
What I had been living
I began to imagine
the act of letting go
I dripped out the past like slow honey
I dripped out the future prize like a shower of tears
my need to control ~everything ~
my need for approval by anyone else
like a clunk of clogged matter in my own
pipping hot drain…
the release of bitterness and regret
made it’s way down into the earth
I don’t know that I had a vision of this being this way in the end, but the person just sort of came to me…..against a wall standing up……When I laid it down I felt relief……as the fear, anger, hate, frustration of life flowed down out…….she/he finally let it all go. For me the pure blue of the air above is about healing energy. I’m not sure that this is complete. But for now, I am……..Letting Go!!