elisab

Alone.....

Christmas was so much fun. We didn’t have much when I was growing up. We decorated the tree and went shopping on a Saturday when Dad was off work. We got $2.00 to do our shopping with. I had 3 brothers and 1 sister and Mom and Dad. Sometimes my sister and I would combine our money and buy our presents together. It was exciting and the day was snowy and cold. Then we would bake cookies and make the fruit cake that none of us liked.

On Christmas Eve we would go to bed and wait for Santa to come. I would not be able to sleep, and I would listen for Santa. I never did hear him, but the presents were there the next morning. I woke up early one Christmas day and it was still dark out. No one else was awake so I crept down the steps and looked around. It was so dark I couldn’t see anything. I moseyed on into the kitchen. It was cold out and my mother turned on the burners of the gas stove to make it warmer. I was alone in a house full of people so I went back to bed. Later that morning, my sister woke me and told me Santa had been there. We were all together. We were so happy.

Then I grew up, married and had three children. Times had changed and we spent more than $2.00 for the Christmas presents. The children made it so happy. We helped them play with their new toys, helped them try on their new clothes. We laughed, the kids were happy. Everyone was together.

The children grew up. My husband passed away. The girl’s married fantastic men who had jobs that move them all over the United States, they had children. My son moved to another state for a great job. They are so happy. The grandchildren romp with joy at the presents they received. They have a happy meal with lots of cookies. I get a wonderful telephone call and hear all the happy things they have done. And I am all-alone.

But…….

I have a wonderful home, my health is good and God is with me through it all. I am not alone. And my children and grandchildren are happy.

I am not alone.

  • Dave Moilanen

    Dave Moilanen, 7 months ago

    It sounds like you did a wonderful job raising your children Elisa! That is something to take lots of pride in! Wishing you a very merry Christmas and a wonderful New Year!! God Bless you!!

  • Rosalie Dale IPA

    Rosalie Dale IPA, 7 months ago

    Bless you Elisa – life does move on, and the cycle repeats itself. I am in a similar situation – it is great to know that there is hope and a hereafter. How much delight there is in watching these generations grow and mature! Happy Christmas.

  • Madeline M.  Allen

    Madeline M. A..., 7 months ago

    Merry Christmas Elisab!! God Bless you !

  • Olga

    Olga, 7 months ago

    No, you are not alone…. we are here for you too… Looking at your pictures is like looking into you a little bit. We can read your joy, your sadness, your hopes and faith. Every comment we make is a pat on your shoulder, a hug through miles… You share yourself and we do too. We love you, Elisa!

  • elisab

    elisab, 7 months ago

    Thanks all for your support and love. Merry Christmas to all of you

  • knightingail

    knightingail, 6 months ago

    I’m not a grandmother, but as a granddaughter I can assure you that you are very special to your grandchildren. Although they may be young, when they grow up they will appreciate you even more. =) Happy New Year to you!

  • madvlad

    madvlad, 5 months ago

    life went by yes the pleasure of family and kids i lost my wife so i know how you feel after 38 years of her company alone is rough but bearable art is my lover now and friend

  • elisab

    elisab, 5 months ago

    Thanks madvlad. You are right about art, mine is the camera. Keeps me busy. Thanks again.

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December 21, 2007

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alone, christmas and family